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Broken Mirrors and Fragile Things by EvieNyx
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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(I am Peter Benjamin Parker, and I exist.)
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Three months after his existence was erased, Peter Parker was not doing so well. His solace came from knowing that at the very least he had managed to save his city in the end.
Apparently, though, Peter realized as Doctor Strange explained to him that he had to give up even more, losing everything-and-then-some just wasn't enough.
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The multiverse continues to collapse in on itself. Doctor Strange discovers the source of the problem as Peter Parker. The only viable solution is to remove Peter from his original universe so that no more entities will be drawn to his presence there.
Peter is sent to a world that lost its Peter Parker, and finds himself lost in a sea of people he'd grieved who had all grieved him in kind.
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09 Nov 2025
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Cinderella by XDhelloXD
Fandoms: Cinderella (Fairy Tale), Cinderella (2015), Cinderella - All Media Types, Cinderella (1997), Fairy Tales & Related Fandoms
05 Jul 2024
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You know the story. You have heard it a million times, but there is so much more that happens between the Ball and 'Happily Ever After' than people seem to realize. What happens when two people fall in love even though everything seems to work against them? Sometimes not even magic is powerful enough.
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26 Jul 2025
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a superhero for real by iron_spider
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 May 2025
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“How did he know about the reactor?” Peter asks, with some bitterness in his tone.
“Guess Rhodey told him,” Tony says, looking down at him. “Or maybe Pepper or Happy. You okay with it?”
“I mean I guess,” Peter says, his brows furrowed. “Nothing to do about it now it’s done and over with.”
“You wanted to keep it our family secret?” Tony asks. “For now?”
Peter seems to consider that. Usually Tony is really good at reading him, but he feels a bit of a wall up, right now. “Yeah,” Peter says, gently. “As long as he does not tell anybody that should not know.”
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- Part 56 of I love you more than anything (bio dad au)
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20 Jul 2025
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Buck leans into Eddie’s touch, just for a second, before clearing his throat. “They want me to take temporary emergency custody. Just until better arrangements are made.”
The loft falls eerily silent. It would be almost comical, the way the entire team has simultaneously held their breath, if he didn’t feel like a lead weight was resting on his shoulders.
Hen, ever pragmatic, is the first to recover. She looks at him with an expression Buck can only call cautious, gentle and kind around the edges. “Temporary?”
“I couldn’t abandon her.” He can feel something just behind his teeth, waiting to spill out, but he can’t quite name it. “Not if I could do something about it.”
(or, buck fosters a traumatised teen and together they start to heal.)
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- Part 1 of the 'hold me' verse.
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12 May 2025
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“Okay, but what are the rules?”
Ravi stares. “The rules for…?”
“Casual sex.”
Ravi continues to stare. It is 5:39 in the morning.
Buck keeps talking, unprompted. “I can’t just go back to Buck 1.0. Bobby will not give me a third chance if I steal the ladder truck again.”
“You don’t need to steal the ladder truck to have casual sex.”
Buck huffs, as if Ravi is intentionally missing the point. “Well, yeah, but who knows what Buck 1.0.2 would be capable of.”
Ravi shakes his head. “I really need the software updates to stop.”
or, an au where buck broke up with taylor before 5b, ravi and buck become (actually platonic) friends with benefits, and ravi, eddie, and buck all go on a journey of self-discovery that ends with them all getting what they need
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28 Sep 2024