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- 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020) (1)
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Carlos is safe, Carlos is healing. But TK can't quiet the voices in his head, can't drop his guard.
Or, yet another coda to episode 4.
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A fluffy ficlet for my dear pal on her birthday based on a twitter exchanged we agreed was just too perfect for these two clownshoes.
Apologies in advance for any typos, my usual beta is the giftee herself ;)
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The Hansen approach to romance (involves more yelling than you'd think) by estei for Gothams_Only_Wolf
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
01 Jan 2018
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There's a new face at the dog park and Chuck is not impressed.
Not by his pert arse, or his baby blue eyes.
There will be no swooning, damnit.
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Close your eyes to old endings by estei for SputnikCentury
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
30 Dec 2017
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Stacker is brooding and Herc knows just what to do - bring food and gruff sass.
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Yancy just really needs a hug.
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- Part 2 of Singing songs for lost boys
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#ilyarozanovisoverparty by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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[Tweet from @EliotFreeman]
Ilya Rozanov at his first #Cens practice, being asked why he chose to move from Boston to Ottawa: “To be closer to my gay lover, Shane Hollander.”[Tweet from @letsgetdrilled]
oh great another player who thinks being gay is a joke #ilyarozanovisoverpartyNo one thinks Ilya's answer is serious. Twitter reacts accordingly.
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29 Jun 2026
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two-man advantage by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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Two-Man Advantage: At Home with Hockey’s Biggest Power Couple
by Matthew Cooper
Their on-ice rivalry turned into the NHL’s most unexpected love story. Now, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov say they have no plans to slow down.
the GQ profile fic.
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29 Jun 2026
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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29 Jun 2026
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loosen up my buttons, babe (uh huh) by you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Feb 2026
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And so the text remains, in his phone, in his pocket, unsent and unsaid while Shane bangs his head on the elevator wall in deep contemplation of the brush of Rozanov’s lips against his, the snake of Rozanov’s tongue past his teeth. The very particular and divine experience of Rozanov’s escalation of that trademark mode of sultry suction that pushes past not only the flushed bloom of Shane’s lips but also apparently beyond all of his defenses because -
Hell. Fucking absolute hell.
Shane might be starting to like him.
Okay, well - this is unexpected, unanticipated, entirely unplanned for - and therefore, Shane’s nipping that one down in the bud.
He squares the slope of his shoulders as the elevator comes to a stop on the eighth floor, and the doors open…
…to reveal a very tousled, slightly out of breath, and beautifully flushed Ilya Rozanov, as if Shane summoned him here via his own dastardly brain matter. He looks the same as when Shane left him save for the fact that he’s replaced the damp towel around his hips with a pair of slacks and the white formal shirt he’d been sporting when Shane initially walked in.
The buttons on both are undone.
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- Part 1 of Textual Healing
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28 Jun 2026
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green cards and red flags by villiageidiot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Shane begins his yoga breathing techniques again. He knew this interview wouldn't go well because Ilya is Ilya—a professional ragebaiter who can't even take the day off for an immigration interview—but he wasn't prepared for this level of Ilya. Like, on-the-ice-chirping-his-own-teammates, singing-Taylor-Swift-lyrics, casually-discussing-territorial-blowjobs Ilya.
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- Part 1 of lovesick and unhinged
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28 Jun 2026