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    He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.

    “Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”

    Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    “Want me to touch you properly?” Phil asked Dan curiously, taking the hand away from both his crotch and his nipple and moving to hook his thumbs into the edge of his swimmers, as if he was going to coax them down.

    Dan nodded, squirming to try and help before Phil put his hand on Dan’s stomach to still him.

    “Beg, then,” Phil encouraged, in exactly that same tone but it did something so different to Dan that he almost felt his stomach drop out of his arse.

    or the one where dan has a broken arm and needs help with washing his hair

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    09 Apr 2026

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    Phil has a beard and barely looks like himself anymore, so Phil decides to meet Dan at a bar and pretend to be a stranger to fulfill one of Dan's fantasies.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Phil’s begging him to understand something, he can tell. His eyes are pleading, his voice softly desperate. Dan bites his lip because he thinks he knows. He’s pretty sure. He nods and drapes his arms around Phil’s shoulders.

    “I really,” he tugs Phil down to kiss him and then whispers against his lips, “really, really like you too. Okay?”

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    18 Feb 2026

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    "Do you remember how-" Dan began, then sighed softly, tucking his face away more in Phil's body so the next words that followed were muffled. "How we ehm - well, before I said we should like, just see what- what we both feel like doing, when I'm at uni,"

    "I remember, yeah," Phil answered instead, maybe succeeding at that neutral tone a little bit better. Not leading, not expecting, but equally not rejecting or feeling put out about it.

    Dan cleared his throat, his fingers fidgeting.

    "What if I hadn't said that? What do you think we might be doing?" Dan asked quietly.

    Light rain hit the window of the sliding door. The wind picked up just slightly.

    Maybe the universe wanted some sort of resolution too.

    or the one where phil makes dan's bad day just a little bit better

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    10 Apr 2026