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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Till takes in a shaky breath, and the physical absence of a familiar weight on his shoulders throbs like an open wound in the hollow space between his lungs.

    It’s always been Ivan’s role, to chase after Till until he got too tired to run away, constantly orbiting around him, unbearably close. Till’s fingers feel numb all of a sudden, the screen of his phone darkens under his turbulent gaze—his legs tremble, just slightly. But he’s getting quite tired of running in circles.

    Before the fear can get the better of him, Till taps on the keyboard and hits send.

    ‘hey, r u coming back home for the break?’

    Every chase must eventually reach its end. The question is: what do you want its ending to be?

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    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    “You’re the token straight of our friend group,” Mizi says with immense pity, as though this is a terrible burden to be bestowed upon Till and Till alone.

    “Since when was I the token straight?” Till complains. “What about Ivan?”

    The table goes silent.

    “Till,” Mizi says to him with the utmost sincerity. “You know Ivan is into men right?”

    “...What.”

    “Oh my god,” Sua groans, “he didn’t know.”

     

    OR:
    Till tries to get Ivan to come out to him. This goes as well as you would expect.

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    05 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 28

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    With the green-yellow flicker of one meteor, Ivan catches a glimpse of his past and stops dead. His arm yanks Till back who turns around immediately in confusion. The vibrant, clear light of that star. The roof he ran to before eventually being captured.

    The alien that night suspended him over open air as payback for running. For having the audacity to flee like a startled rabbit. Ivan’s palms are itchy and jittery in Till’s soft grip. It is more than Ivan can bear.

    Wherein Ivan is the feral problem child from the streets and Till is the quiet bleeding heart. When two doomed boys are inverted, does it actually change a thing? Ivantill swap AU

    [Title songs inside]

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    21 May 2026

  4. Rec 10

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    Mizi is Till’s collar; the leash pulled taught dragging him back into Anakt Garden. But if he had to name Ivan something, it would definitely be the brand upon his neck.

    [Title Song]

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    21 May 2026

  5. Rec 20

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    Not wanting to hold Till back from reaching his potential as a musician, Ivan breaks up with him for the last time under the false pretense of being fed up with their tumultuous relationship. Neither he nor Till knew he was pregnant at the time, but once Ivan learns of it, he fears the baby would only hold Till back more, so he decides to have it and raise it entirely by himself.

    Ivan and Till accidentally meet again at the grocery store 7 years after separating; Till meets the little girl he didn't know he had for the first time and immediately loves her more than life itself. To avoid having to justify Till's absence, Ivan had lead her to believe Till was just busy with work rather than them being broken up as they really were, which comes back to bite him as they have to improvise acting as if they are still together despite not having seen or spoken to each other in several years.

    Stuck needing to pretend until they can get a moment to talk alone to decide what to do, Ivan and Till are inevitably drawn to one-another, Till never having wanted to be left and Ivan not truly having wanted to leave him in the first place. They're brought back together by their little girl, for good this time.

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    19 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GIRLDADS AHHH