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like magic by orange_salad
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 May 2026
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Luca felt weird all day. Unbeknownst to him, the technical word for it is sensory overload.
Fortunately, he is in the vicinity of one Shane Hollander and one Ilya Rozanov who know exactly how to handle it.
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- Part 3 of the hollander-rozanov home for rookies
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19 May 2026
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The paper cranes were Betsy’s idea. She’d brought it up to him in one of their sessions and explained that it could be used to help center Andrew during his depressive episodes. At first, Andrew thought it was an incredibly stupid idea. But as usual, Betsy was right. Creating something from nothing but a scrap of paper did help.
Whenever Andrew felt too destructive, too angry, too hollow, the small paper cranes were enough of a distraction for him to get a grasp over himself again.
Andrew is a high school student struggling to juggle his depression, therapy, and discordant family life when he meets the mysterious new student at Palmetto High, Neil Josten, a former runaway that makes Andrew fall fast. As suggested by his therapist, Andrew makes origami cranes to cope with the mounting pressures of life.
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- English
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- 37,489
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- 11/11
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16 Apr 2026
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It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —
Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.
Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —
And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.
Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.
Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.
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- English
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- 19,263
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- 3/3
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31 Mar 2026
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
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- English
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- 95/95
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29 Mar 2026
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it's my party (and i'll cry if i want to) by seasy33
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Jul 2022
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Everything is finally over --now the Foxes want to celebrate. In true Fox fashion, it goes terribly wrong.
*This is part-two of the series, but you don't have to read part-one to understand --this can be a stand-alone*
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- Part 2 of When It Breaks
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- English
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- 1/1
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23 Mar 2026
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Put Me Back In It ( Darlin' I’d Do It Again ) by httphimbo
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Nov 2025
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It’s not fair. It’s all Neil can think, childish and foolish and true. It’s not fair. It’s not fair. It never has been. The tickets weigh as much as a coffin lid, as the lie that is Neil Josten. Kevin’s hand is still on top of his and his fingers tremble. Neil stares. It’s his left hand, a solid reminder of the bastion of cruelty these tickets are going to lead him to.
“I’m sorry.” Kevin whispers.
Neil barks a bitter laugh that ravages his throat and tucks the tickets into his pocket. “Yeah, me too.”Or:
Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport. One of them still has to get Jean out of the Nest.SEQUEL TO YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN KID (YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN)
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- Part 2 of both arms cradle you now
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- English
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- 69,757
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- 19/?
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05 Mar 2026
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After Kevin publicly announces his intention to play for the Foxes, Riko sends Nathaniel Wesninski to convince him to return to the Nest. Unfortunately for Riko, Nathaniel has other plans.
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- Part 1 of Unmaking of Monsters
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- English
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- 444,047
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- 81/?
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22 Feb 2026
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Cogito, ergo sum (I think, therefore I am) by Cas_pian
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Jun 2026
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Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.
Or what if Neil were a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary?
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- English
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- 302,494
- Chapters:
- 36/?
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19 Feb 2026
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That's the Kind of Love I've Been Dreaming Of by OfficialStarsandGutters
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Jun 2024
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It’s not, really, a big deal, honestly.
It’s just, after Katelyn, the thought of being with another girl still hurts. For a long time, the thought of being with anyone who was not her hurt. Quite a bit. But like his mother’s death, time sands out the sharp corners of all grief. So he’s considering his options. It’s just a little experiment. It doesn’t have to go anywhere.
Aaron is currently waiting for Grindr to download.
It’s not a big deal. Really.
He considers deleting it at least three times as he sets up his profile, but it’s not a big deal.
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- Part 1 of Swipe Right - Grindr Kinda Love
- Language:
- English
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- 241,056
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- 23/23
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18 Feb 2026