deriva
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what do you do, when the world feels so impossibly large? what do you say, when your entire world gets turned upside down?
you cry into your boyfriend(s) clothes and try to burrow into their soul, thats what
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She took a deep, shuddering breath in. One tear escaped its confines, rebelliously rolling down her cheek as if to taunt her. You can’t ignore me forever, it seemed to say to her. The hand reached up and gently swiped at it, easing it from its brief existence. Soaking into the hand, defiant almost. I’ll catch you, it translated to her mind. She looked at the hand, blinked, and they solidly came to form. Scars littered those hands, tiny nicks here and there that told of a life full of danger at every corner.Lucanis has hands like these.
She traces her thumb across one of the more prominent scars on the hand holding her left one, feeling the subtle bump where the tissue didn’t heal quite right. Like it was done in a rush by a boy who didn’t have time to slow down. Couldn’t. Wouldn’t.
It’s one of her favorite scars.
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you're signing off again, but you're my only friend by deriva for snartie
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
08 Jul 2021
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Five years after graduating from U.A. Hero High, Bakugou Katsuki runs an agency with his best friend, Kirishima Eijirou. While at home working on paperwork, he gets a text from a friend who he hadn't heard from since graduation. As it turns out, they need help, and Bakugou was their first thought.
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In which Kageyama is very insecure, and my friend gave me the best prompt: Kageyama cries after the first time he and Hinata have sex because someone actually loves him for who he is after years of solitude. Daisuga knows whats up they're little shits and Tanaka and Nishinoya made a bet.
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He saw no one—and then Robby muttered under his breath, “Sounds to me like you are stressed, brother,” and Jack shot him a look, especially when his friend added, “Maybe you need to borrow my stress ball for a while.”
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Jack blinked…and then managed to coherently say, “You…you’re on night shift? Since when?”Whitaker looked up at him with those wide, bluer-beyond-blue eyes of his and quipped, “As of right now, it looks like. I mean, I got the shift change notification a little over a week ago. They gave me the last six days off to adjust my sleep schedule, and now I’m here…” His voice trailed off a bit as he stood and adjusted his scrubs, which looked to be slightly big on him.
“…that’s not gonna be a problem, is it? …Dr. Abbot?”
(aka the fic where Robby lends Jack his favorite intern for the night shift when it becomes obvious that Jack needs some stress relief...but it turns into something that Jack never expected)
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04 Jun 2026
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After killing Cath Pope panics. He doesn't want to go back to Smurf, so he takes Lena and runs for it. Unwilling to stay in California he sets off for Pennsylvania to find his older half-brother who he hasn't seen since he was little. Of course nothing ever goes he hopes and he ends up bleeding in an alley. Luckily for him he is found by a very tired Dennis Whitaker who makes sure he doesn't die there. They get attached, and if we are being honest co-dependent, very quickly.
I'm obsessed with Popewhit so I'm writing this lmaoo
Don't read if you care about spoilers from either show.
starts like six months after season 1 of the pitt and after season one episode 9 of animal kingdomBookmarked by deriva
04 Jun 2026
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barn spider by hanyusoft
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
29 May 2026
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Dennis had never had the best of luck, due to the fact that he was the fourth son of the fourth daughter, who herself was the fourth daughter of the fourth son.
So, it didn't really surprise him how bad his first day at the Pitt went. Having crushed his finger under a patient was nothing. He couldn’t remember the number of times a cow had stepped on his fingers while playing on the ground as a child. Being repeatedly soiled by fluids, may they be blood, piss or worse? Animals didn't care about other people's feelings. Losing a patient? He had grown up on a farm. Death wasn’t unknown. Death was an odd uncle, always lurking around, waiting for the opportunity to snatch the cutest sheep, the gentlest horses, the weakest neighbors who couldn’t handle the field.
His secret identity being found out by Trinity Santos, of all people? Well...
Spider-Man had fought worse, hadn't he?
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03 Jun 2026
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Jack's heart stopped.
Walsh demanded that the intercom be cut off.
Robby had to watch his husband die.
Every single second counted.
Robby couldn't hear what was going on.
Robby couldn't see the monitors well enough to discern exactly what was happening.
Robby desperately wanted to run, to pass out, to dissociate, to simply die than to face what was next, but he had to be present, he had to bear witness.
Or,
After their lives are finally settling into some semblance of happiness, Jack nearly dies.
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- Part 2 of The Last Sin-Eater
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02 Jun 2026
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Dennis Whitaker stumbles onto Dr. Jack Abbot having a panic attack on the hospital roof and helps him through it.
After that, Abbot can’t stop noticing things.
How tired Dennis looks.
How often he skips meals.
How he never seems to go home.So Abbot comes up with a plan: offer Dennis a highly exclusive position as his in-house research assistant in an effort to help Dennis get back on his feet. Strictly for therapeutic reasons, of course.
(Not therapist approved.)
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31 May 2026