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    Neil's been on his feet for the last thirty-six hours. His leg is aching, his interns are all idiots, his charge nurse thinks he should've gone home hours ago, but Neil can't bring himself to leave the knowing chaos of the ER.

    He tells himself he'll see one more patient. One more, then he'll clock out.

    Except, Neil's last patient of the day turns out to be a professional exy player, who's just punched another doctor, might be hiding some knives, and seems determined to notice everything Neil is trying to hide.

    And, well - maybe Neil doesn't want to hide from one Andrew Minyard.

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    Neil is an emergency physician and Andrew is a pro exy player who keeps finding himself in Neil's ER. Oblivious flirting ensues.

    Kevin's there too. Just...being Kevin.

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    02 May 2026

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    It doesn't take long for Neil to join him on the roof, his face lighting up when he sees him. Neil settles next to him, close enough that Andrew can feel his body heat without touching. Neil's wearing the hoodie he pilfered from Andrew's closet a few months ago; he feels his eyes catch on it a little too long. He forces his eyes away, but he leans closer until their shoulders brush. Neil takes it for the invitation it is, leaning most of his weight into Andrew's side.

    "So, what is this?" He pulls the dog clicker from his pocket, still in its plastic packaging. 

    Andrew's hand ghosts over Neil's covered hip, fiddling with the waistband of his egregious shorts. "Don't ask questions with obvious answers," he retorts. 

    He slips his hand beneath fabric to reach bare skin, grounding himself with the familiar raised skin. "I want to-" The words get stuck in his throat. 

    Aggravated with himself, Andrew squeezes Neil's hip hard enough to hurt, but Neil only blinks slowly at him, not a hint of expectation on his face. "I would like to be louder. With you," Andrew forces out spitefully.

    "Oh," Neil says surprised, "Like when we-?" 

    "When we fuck," Andrew says shortly. 

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    29 Apr 2026

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    The first time Nicky screams bloody murder he rushes to his side, only to find that he’d walked into a cobweb and freaked out. The others check in too, but by the fourth one even Andrew is debating ignoring it. It changes when Nicky doesn’t scream. Andrew catches a glimpse of him out of the corner of his eye, significantly paler and completely frozen as he stares down a long hallway.

    “Andrew,” he whispers, “I saw someone.” Andrew doesn’t bother hiding his eye roll.

    “No,” Nicky says, still only moving enough to breathe, “I saw someone.”

    “Even if you did, it’s probably just a junkie,” Andrew replies.

    He walks down the hallway without fear, Nicky huddling as close as possible without touching. Once they’ve (read: Andrew) checked every room and found nothing, Nicky breathes a sigh of relief, “Thank god, I really don’t actually want to find a ghost.”

    Andrew says nothing, letting Nicky walk in front as they move towards a new section.

    He doesn't feel it grab his ankle.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Neil was panting, lips red and swollen from the earlier harshness of Andrew's own. His head was tilted back, Andrew's position knelt at his feet giving him a perfect view of the long line of his neck.

    Andrew couldn't be embarrassed by his desperation to get Neil's pants off. He needed to get his dick in his hands, needed to feel its warmth, the way it would harden in his hands.

    He needed to see Neil's face, honest and overwhelmed in pleasure when he finally put his mouth on him. He practically salivated at the thought.

    Andrew finally ripped Neil's boxers down to the sound of his stuttered breathing, only to freeze in place. There was a large patch of unruly hair, darker and longer than Andrew's had ever been, but that wasn't what gave him pause.

    "Andrew?" Neil murmured in confusion.

    Andrew inhaled sharply, the closest thing to regret he'd ever felt welling up from deep in his bones. Here was someone who trusted him, who understood him, who was quite possibly the most attractive man Andrew had ever seen, and he wanted Andrew. Except Andrew had no idea what to do with the fact that Neil didn't have a dick.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Andrew and the Idiotic, Thirsty, Ill-advised, Very Off-Limits Crush on his College Roommate's Younger Brother.

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    26 Apr 2026