dean_needs_cas
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- Supernatural (TV 2005) (5)
- 9-1-1 (TV) (3)
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POST 8x15
This is fine, this can be a celebration of life, not a depressive mourning. Death may be final, but the life and memory of Captain Bobby Nash will never die.
or the fic where Bobby dies and Buddie goes canon.
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He left his son to go to war, to come back a worse person for his son. He made his son’s mother leave because he couldn’t be a good enough husband. His parents fought him for Christopher because he wasn’t a stable enough person. He wasn’t around, he was just like his own father. He continued the tradition, continued the trauma of being an absent father to provide for his family.
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Another round of drinks get delivered, and Eddie takes no time popping the cool liquid down his throat. Memories of Buck sitting in the engine, memories of Buck sitting on his couch, memories of Buck drunk and hazy in a dimly lit bar like this one.
He needs to get a grip. Buck is 800 miles away. He’s not here. He can’t be here. Eddie left him and his puppy dog eyes behind.
or - Eddie gets drunk with the new El Paso team, and talks way too much about Buck.
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He swallows, the hand making it hard, he's terrified. He can barely breathe, he's taking slow, shallow breaths. The man up against the wall can only see the piercing, cold blue eyes of his assailant. He gasps as the man in front of him grips tighter, and his breath becomes almost nonexistent.
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Based on my favorite song I've had since a child. It's called Lips of an Angel by Hinder. You should probably listen to it before you read this. It'll make more sense.
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In spite of his skepticism, Eddie decides to start journaling, following his therapist's advice.
The man gives him a list of 365 prompts and questions to write about each day, to help him untangle the mess his brain has become.
Under the knots, he might find much more than just peace of mind.
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03 Jun 2026
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Buck is in withdrawals, but the 118 thinks he's just sick. Chim sends him home, and Buck ends up trying to relieve his chills with the warmest thing at his house - his hot tub. It doesn't go well.
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03 Jun 2026
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And that should be it - if there’s no girlfriend, then there’s no need to even think about getting married again. Or there shouldn’t be a need. Somehow there still is. Somehow Eddie finds himself standing in his kitchen, hands gripping the countertop behind his back looking across the room into eyes he could pick from a line up not even trying to stop the words coming from his mouth.
“Let’s get married”
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Eddie marries Buck to help him adopt Theo and dates a woman over it
Series
- Part 1 of Let's Get Married
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25 May 2026
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Buck and Eddie start hooking up in their shared grief, and neither is willing to talk about it.
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25 May 2026
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Buck witnesses a murder while off duty and becomes the only person who can identify the killer.
But before he can tell anyone what he saw, a suspicious car accident leaves him with severe amnesia.
Now Buck can’t remember his name, his job, or the people who love him.
As the 118, Athena, Maddie, and the rest of his family try to help him piece his life back together, Buck finds himself drawn again and again to Eddie and Christopher — even if he can’t understand why.
The killer knows Buck is still alive.
And the closer Buck gets to remembering the truth, the more dangerous things become.
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21 May 2026