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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    "If things only stay exactly like this, nothing will go wrong.

    Nobody will get hurt."

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has already lost a loved one to suicide. He can’t let it happen again.

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya Rosanov comes home to find Shane hurting himself.

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Rec *

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    “Hey,” Hollander’s voice changes to something low and soft. He moves quickly, and Ilya realizes suddenly that Hollander is sitting right fucking next to him on the ground.

    “Rozanov, it’s okay. It’s okay.”

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov met at the Prospect Cup when they were seventeen. Ilya doesn't play in North America, he plays in Moscow. Five years later, Shane and Ilya reunite at the Sochi Olympics. Ilya is not doing well.

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    02 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    awh <3

  5. Rec *

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    Shane leaves professional hockey before locker room homophobia and contractual obligations can destroy him.
    Somehow, inexplicably, he winds up on the Savannah Bananas, an exhibition baseball team.
    He coaches skating for kids in the off season.
    For the first time in years, Shane has fun again.
    (He doesn't think about Ilya Rozanov or those two nights they shared together)
    (He doesn't give Rozanov his number when, years later, they reunite)
    (Except actually he does)
    (It's the best thing he's ever done)

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    31 May 2026