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“There’s a shade of blue one can only find in Yokohama.”
Dazai Osamu is thirty-three, a best-selling writer, the youngest winner in the history of a prestigious literary prize and an Alpha.
He's a father, a genius and — some say — a disappointment.Nakahara Chuuya is twenty-five.
He's the only Omega in his publishing course, and his second gender made a fighter out of him. He's an overachiever, a brother, a friend.
He just wanted his favorite writer to notice him.[Or: That literary soulmate AU where everybody suffers]
Spanish translation on Wattpad
Russian translation by Rev- Language:
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08 Jun 2026
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you are alive and i mourn you anyway by arwasmeowing
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
27 Dec 2024
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“Dazai, what the fuck is this?”
Brown eyes, still cloudy, peered up at him as if the words hadn’t even been comprehended in Dazai’s mind. His head cocked to the side in a silent question and Chuuya moved to push Dazai’s leg up a bit further, bringing it into the light so they could both see properly.
The near entirety of the skin was marred, of course, self-inflicted scars crisscrossing each other, old enough to have turned a faded white, but that wasn’t what he was focused on.
The issue lay in a series of fresh ones. They were scarily recent, probably only a few days old at best, and scabbed over. None looked bad enough to have needed stitches but they were pretty damn close.
Those hadn’t been there the last time they’d done this. In fact, nothing of the sort had been there any of the times they’d fucked since before Dazai left the Port Mafia.
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In which Chuuya and Dazai have been having casual sex for years and all of that is fine until Dazai relapses for the first time since leaving the Port Mafia.
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- Part 2 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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31 May 2026
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“something happened,” oda says before he can stop himself. "with me and dazai, i mean. something weird. he asked me to sleep with him.”
“ah,” says ango, and his face relaxes. he takes a sip of his drink. “so he propositioned you as well. i was wondering when he would.”
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a drunken dazai assumes oda wants to have sex with him - after all, that's what usually happens after a nice older man takes care of him when he's hurting.- Language:
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10 May 2026
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as the gold bleeds into grey by starcollectorsilas
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jan 2025
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At night, Chuuya dreams of the summer after he left high school.
Freshly eighteen, and he got out of school on the last Friday, packed a bag and left home.
He drove for three hours, until a sparkling lake and the setting sun greeted him, along with a row of red cabins, mostly empty for the first week or two of the summer holidays.
He fell in love there.Chuuya fell in love. Over the course of a week and a half, the brunette boy with seemingly endless charisma and a never ending list of things to do stole his heart and dug his claws in deeper than either could have expected.
As with all summer flings, it ended as fast as it started, and he returned home with an aching abscess he couldn't shake if he tried.
Then college started, and a slightly duller version of his summer crush took up the bed across from his.OR
After falling in love in the summer, Chuuya goes to college hoping to get a fresh start and forget the events of the summer. His roommate happens to be the boy he fell in love with, and there are some wounds that can't be healed, no matter how hard you try.
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- Part 1 of as the gold bleeds into grey
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06 May 2026
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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03 May 2026
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Port Mafia Boss Osamu Dazai does not run. He commands. He manipulates. He destroys.
And yet, for one reckless night, he slips his leash and abandons Chuuya Nakahara, all for a meeting he absolutely should not want.
Inside a parked car, beneath dim city lights, two devils press too close, trading barbed smiles, quiet confessions, and the kind of tension that could start a war.
By morning, they will return to being enemies.
Tonight, they choose each other.
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03 May 2026
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Dazai's first week as Port Mafia's youngest Executive in history isn't going so well, and he reacts the only way he knows how: whiskey and a death wish.
When a stranger in a bar takes advantage of the situation, Chuuya is the one sent to deal with the mess. Juggling his troublesome new partner's downward spiral alongside developing unwanted feelings for the guy, all on top of a sinister new player in the underground gem trade? It might be more than Chuuya can handle without a breakdown of his own.
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15 Apr 2026
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Seen But Never Heard by cheesysnatch for JustchillingPdf
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
09 Jun 2026
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“You are not worth dying for, Dazai-san.”
But I’d still breathe for you.
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Akutagawa is a semi-feral 16 year old boy who got coerced into joining the Port Mafia. Dazai promised to give him a reason to live, but in exchange he had to devote himself to the Mafia. He‘ll never be enough for Dazai, and yet Akutagawa is still willing to destroy himself for him. One day, he will earn Dazai’s praise…right?Series
- Part 1 of I’d Still Breathe For You
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09 Apr 2026
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After Fyodor’s defeat upsets the balance of power in Yokohama, the Port Mafia moves to reclaim what it considers unfinished business. A fragile truce forces Fukuzawa to make an impossible choice, while Mori Ougai reaches for the one person he never truly let go of. Some escapes aren’t endings, only delays.
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Dark Era part 2 (Mafia Dazai goes brrrrr)
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04 Apr 2026
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from S2E9:
“Do you still wear the coat that I gave you?”
“I burned it.”They’re the wrong words to say.
Mori’s abuse runs deep—deeper than anyone, including Dazai, had realized. And he’s doing it all over again.
[WARNING. *PLEASE* MIND THE TAGS.]- Language:
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01 Apr 2026
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When We Felt Loved by Hum My Name (My_Kind_of_Crazy)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Dec 2025
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Fyodor and Dazai in the in-between years
After Dazai defects from the Port Mafia, only one person is able to find him during his years of hiding. This is a glimpse into one of those moments.
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31 Mar 2026
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“I don’t want to be here.”
But the reply was cold, unyielding.
“You don’t have a choice.”Conflicted, trembling, he asked,
“Why me? Why this?”The answer came like a quiet curse,
“Because only you can keep me sane.”“I’m not yours.”
“You already belong to me, whether you like it or not.” He stepped closer.
He pleaded, voice raw with pain,
“Stop pretending like this is some twisted game.”But desire twisted into madness.
“Isn’t it? Every moment with you is a battle I’m willing to lose.”Exhaustion threatened to swallow him whole.
“I’m tired—tired of your control, your obsession.”Yet the truth remained undeniable.
“But you’re still here. You never leave.”A desperate question, barely a whisper.
“Do you even see me as a person?”The answer, sharp and haunting.
“I see you as everything I crave, everything I can’t have.”His voice broke, a final surrender.
“You’re breaking me.”
__OR: In a world where soukoku can't be together until a certain shadow is dealt with.
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- Part 1 of Wreckage Verse
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30 Mar 2026
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They called this a recovery ward. Fyodor called it purgatory. It was all very... orderly.
He didn’t mind the order. What unnerved him was the silence. And worse than silence, the absence of interesting company.
Until the morning the new patient arrived.
He’d seen his fair share of broken things in this place. But none of them had a name that made the staff lower their voices. Dazai Osamu.
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30 Mar 2026
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I Was Screaming Your Name Through The Radio by ElectricSplatter
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Dec 2020
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“Four months from now will be the seven year anniversary of when you and Osamu Dazai released your hugely successful first and only album Double Black and its diamond single Corruption. After performing with Dazai earlier this year, are you planning anything special to celebrate?”
“Corruption is insanely overrated, and I would prefer to never hear Dazai’s voice for the rest of my fucking life.”
gorgeous art by @Letnia919 and liz
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30 Mar 2026
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this fic should leave you feeling empty inside after you read it, and you should have the desire to stare at the wall and then send me angry comments. you have been forewarned. there is no happiness here!
anyway, multi-chapter dostoy/dazai fic written for bottom dazai week 2024.
"You're pathetic," Dostoyevsky offers. It's a light, conversational tone: it sounds like it should be a comment on the weather given over high tea. But Dostoyevsky isn't surrounded by finger sandwiches and delicate scones– he's surrounded by the dark, muddled air of the room Dazai has been rotting in.
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17 Jun 2024
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“I’ve been told you saved my life,” Dazai says, after the door closes and they are (dangerously, terrifyingly) alone.
Oda feels his breath stick in his chest, a sharp pain somewhere between his ribcage and his diaphragm. “You don’t sound very happy about it.” He raises an eyebrow. It’s an attempt to hide the way his eyes keep drifting, but he’s terrified Dazai knows exactly what he’s thinking.
--Hospital AU. Dazai tries to kill himself. Oda tries to save him.
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10 Mar 2024