cor_aeterna
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gently, as a sun rises by cor_aeterna
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
23 May 2017
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After everything, they travel.
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chemical override, ultraviolet by you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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The kiss is chaste - Shane could almost describe it as shy.
A little curl of anxiety twists in his gut. What if saying I love you changes things, and not for the better?
The push, the pull, the rush of their harried days could certainly be the thing that kept Ilya attached to this thing of theirs. Shane’s already admitted that it hasn’t been about the rebellion of it all for him for a while - but Ilya’s made no such disclosures. A burning love confession isn’t exactly as electrifying as the thrill of the chase, after all - and - great, Shane realizes that Ilya came out of the shower to Shane doing the fucking dishes like some bland housewife instead of a sexy Casanova waiting to pounce him for what should be a manically sex-crazed weekend, or whatever.
Shane’s apt brain quickly concocts a secondary plan.
Because while Shane Hollander might be bad at relaxing, what he’s not bad at?
Being a freak in the sheets.
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- Part 1 of Lost in the Sauce
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The world did not work like this, with him under Rozanov, with Rozanov fucking him for the first time in his life and then again and again and again. It did not work like hiding his whole life, the important parts of it, from his parents. But also, it did. And fuck if Shane was going to give it all up because he was scared.
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Everything Shane has ever done has resulted in something else. People would call that karma, or physics, but Shane knows better. There are moments he’s sure he has the ability to control everything with a right or wrong thought. And there are moments of clarity where he knows this isn’t true.
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After Shane broke his ankle the advice for rehabilitation was the same. Breathe through the pressure. It’s just pain. Your body is above it. Hockey taught Shane that most important lesson, but really anything else could have done the same trick.
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- Part 3 of hard times
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“If it happened, you can complain,” Ilya reasons, “and I will listen. Like you did for me on the phone. And we can make list. And it will not kill you.”