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A great calamity fell upon Qishan Wen. It's said that some of the Wens still live, surviving on turnips and raw hope, but Jiang Cheng has not thought of Qishan Wen in years. He has enough on his mind with securing a lecture for Yunmeng Jiang, and somehow, dealing with Wei Wuxian's nauseating affection for Lan Wangji.
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23 Apr 2026
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partly frozen, partly flowing by astrolesbian
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Sep 2020
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“Can’t you understand,” Lan Xichen asked him helplessly, kneeling across the table from him in the Hanshi, where he had been told to stay until punishment was decided, “can’t you see that what he’s doing is wrong? It’s killing him. It’s warping him. And he has harmed so many, Wangji.”
Lan Wangji only looked at him, suddenly so impassive, so unknowable. It made Lan Xichen want to cry. “I can’t say whether he has done right or wrong,” Lan Wangji told him. “I don’t know myself. All I can say is that—right or wrong, I will be by his side until the end.”
There was no answer to that, not really. To discourage Lan Wangji from this idea would be to discourage him from loving, and Lan Xichen has always known that to be impossible. All he could do was nod as his brother looked at him, and finished, calmly, “Zewu-jun, I accept any punishment you see fit.”
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the thirty-three lashes, and after.
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23 Apr 2026
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When a routine reconnaissance mission goes awry, Shepard and Garrus are pushed to the bounds of their endurance.
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- Part 15 of Grace Shepard
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18 Apr 2026
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To: [email protected]
From: [email protected]
Date: 16.02.83 02:58
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Nothing Important
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I don’t know why I’m bothering to write this. It’s not as though you can respond. It probably won’t even send. But there’s just so much and if you were here, you’d be the one I’d want to talk to about it all.Series
- Part 2 of Shakarian - A Descent into Madness
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17 Apr 2026
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The Fire Lapping Up the Creek by notevenyou
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
01 Jun 2020
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Wei Wuxian travels to Lanling for his nephew’s one-month celebration alone, without Wen Ning.
Lan Wangji lives with the consequences.
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14 Apr 2026
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Small moments between missions, soft words between lovers.
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07 Apr 2026
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Follow You Into the Dark (2181 Despoina) by MusingMagpie
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
30 Nov 2021
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When Shepard leaves Garrus and EDI behind on Despoina to go confront the Leviathan, Garrus struggles with intense anxiety over the possibility of her imminent death. EDI asks some pointed questions about their relationship in an effort to distract him, and he realizes his feelings for Shepard go deeper than he’d been willing to admit.
(One-shot)
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07 Apr 2026
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The Citadel party is winding down when Samantha Traynor suggests a game of "I never." Shepard would rather face a reaper.
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06 Apr 2026
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long live all us crazy soldiers by rusaalka
Fandom Mass Effect - All Media Types, Mass Effect Trilogy
08 Oct 2024
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long live all of us crazy soldiers
who were born under calico skies
may we never be called to handle
all the weapons of war we despisegarrus vakarian / commander shepard
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05 Apr 2026
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“Just get the hell out of here,” Shepard ordered, stepping back and dropping her arm. And without a moment’s hesitation, the merc sprinted toward the elevator, nearly falling over himself in his haste.
Jack watched him run with a predatory glint in her eye. Then she shrugged, and it was gone like it had never existed at all. “Eh. I would’ve killed him,” she said boredly. Grunt made a noise of agreement.
Shepard could have lectured them on the merits of mercy. She didn’t. “Yeah, yeah,” she replied. “Just don’t tell Garrus.”
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Shepard gets a little too comfortable keeping things from Garrus and it, predictably, blows up in her face. (ME1-ME3)
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- Part 9 of long live all us crazy soldiers
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04 Apr 2026
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Ever since he was six years old and ducked into the cupboard beneath the sink to avoid his father’s fury, Will Byers has known he’s good at hiding. Mom and Jonathan used to hate it, used to fuss and worry. Over the years, Will has only gotten better, crafted the skill into something of an art.
He hid when his dad screamed and broke things. He hid the truth when bullies at school slung terrifyingly accurate, harsh words. He hid when the Demogorgon stalked him through the Upside Down for a week.
Will Byers is good at hiding. It’s what’s kept him alive this long.
(or the one where vecna is dead and will is trying to enjoy the normalcy of growing up, while also wrestling some important, decidedly not-normal discoveries. and his relationship with mike. there’s that, too.)
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- Part 2 of darker in the day than the dead of night
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23 Mar 2026
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"Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."
"You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"
"I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."
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Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.
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- Part 10 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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16 Mar 2026
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the last light by epsiloneridani
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
01 May 2020
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No one could have survived that fall.
Cody and Obi-Wan. One final confrontation.
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23 Feb 2026
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without words by epsiloneridani
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
21 Jun 2020
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They've never needed words.
Cody and Obi-Wan. A quiet moment of reprieve.
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23 Feb 2026
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in the woods somewhere by epsiloneridani
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types
14 Jul 2020
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Fox remembers the alarm. He doesn't remember the impact. Kenobi's eyes are tinted gold.
Some powers are best left alone.
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23 Feb 2026
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the boy who blocked his own shot by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s dad dies right before the 2017 All-Star Game, so he never learns that Shane and Rose broke up. While he’s in Russia, a threat from his brother makes him ask Svetlana for help and marry her so he can get a US green card—it’s meant to be a discreet, simple thing, but the Boston tabloids get a hold of it and then it’s all over social media. Three months later, Shane Hollander holds a press conference to share two things: he's leaving Montreal to play for the Ottawa Centaurs, and he's gay.
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17 Feb 2026
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Missing Hours by ravenkira
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes.
He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.
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04 Feb 2026
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none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.
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31 Jan 2026
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Ilya died, yes, but then the doctors saved him. Cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the ambulance, three electric shocks, two emergency surgeries, twenty-six units of blood. Ilya died, but then he came back.
If only Shane could get his subconscious to understand that.
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- Part 1 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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28 Jan 2026
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home is just a room full of my safest sounds by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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“Is not like we don’t know how to be quiet, we hooked up in hotels for over a decade.”
“It’s not about being quiet, Ilya. No matter what we do, they’re going to assume we’re in there having sex.”
“Yeah, well, we probably will be having sex.” Ilya didn’t really understand the issue. Was he supposed to pretend he and his husband were celibate? Half the guys on the team made jokes about post-game sex with their partners. No one ever batted an eye with them. “Quiet sex, though.”
Shane hadn’t disagreed, but apparently it wasn’t a helpful distinction.
Shane insists he and Ilya sleep in separate hotel rooms for away games. Neither of them handle it very well.
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26 Jan 2026