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A bad fall and a shattered ankle left Ushijima Wakatoshi’s world in pieces. After a year of recovery and two spent with his father in America, Ushijima returns to Japan to start university in Tokyo ready to move forward again. Things are totally fine! Except that his blue hydrangea plant is growing too fast, and oh yeah, Oikawa Tooru is his next door neighbor.
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09 Jun 2026
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Well, this was one hell of a way to challenge himself. A million thoughts raced through his head just then, yet only one prevailed among the sea of roaring expletives. Something so insane to even consider after the bullshit he'd just been put through, spreading wildly through his psyche like a forest fire. This guy obviously had some wires crossed, but maybe Rin was even crazier for being unable to look away.
L’appel du vide.He couldn't help but voice it out loud, if only to wipe that smug look off this bastard's face.
“I want you to be in my film.”Burnt-out film student Rin has a chance encounter with an actor at a Halloween party, leaving him reeling and more inspired than he's ever felt in months. But the more he gets to know the new addition to his cast, the more he realizes just how dangerously thin the lines were drawn between performance and reality.
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08 Jun 2026
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Sae stared at Bunny’s ass shamelessly. The blankets had been kicked off by him at some point, only covering up to his knees; the rest of him was fully exposed. Sae paused, head tilting as he took in the view.
It was…arousing, to say the least. Sae had never really looked into any weird, kinky stuff. He was more of a traditional guy. But looking at his boyfriend now, the thought of that “somnophilia” stuff he’d heard about some time ago crossed his mind.
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06 Jun 2026
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'“Kaiser,” he starts to say, “I’m sorry if I’m overstepping, but are you really okay?”
And he’s not sure, even afterwards, what it is that makes this his breaking point.
Whether it’s the fact that he’s so far away from home, feeling like he’s unmoored himself from reality in this surreal, unfamiliar place, or whether he’s just so tired, so defenceless without the fire burning through him and its fumes obscuring the things he does not want to handle.
He’s not sure, if it’s because Isagi is the farthest thing from a friend or the closest thing he has to familiarity right now, but he hears himself say, “My father died,” out loud, for the first time since he got the news.'
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sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you have been ruined - ocean vuong
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04 Jun 2026
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Ness shifts, where he lies, his hands find their way onto his fly. Trying and failing to undo it. Smalls sighs fall from his mouth, only raising the room's temperature as they glide and fall off the bed. The shirt, purple and dark in comparison to Ness' almost glass-like skin. The shirt rises, and the skin it reveals feels sinful.
Isagi slips; he can't tell when or where exactly, but suddenly he finds himself becoming something else.
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In which Isagi fails to be normal about somethingBookmarked by cloudelixir
03 Jun 2026