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1. Public Bookmark 52

   Call Of Duty: Love Conquers All by BlackWithRainbows

   Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)

   • Mature, Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M, F/F, F/M, Other
   • Series in Progress

   22 Jan 2026

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick/John Price
   • Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra/Alejandro Vargas
   • Kate Laswell/Kate Laswell's Wife
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Kate Laswell
   • Kate Laswell's Wife
   • Nikolai (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra
   • Alejandro Vargas
   • Manuel Roba
   • Original Characters
   • Original Call of Duty Character(s)
   • Shepherd (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2)
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Rape Recovery
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Past Relationship(s)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Touch-Starved Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Sexually Inexperienced Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Light BDSM
   • Military
   • Military Inaccuracies
   • Military Training
   • Author Has Only Watched Other People Play Call of Duty
   • Post-Canon
   • Idiots in Love
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Loves John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Loves Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Soft John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Protective John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Protective Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Soft Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Writing on the Body
   • Body Dysphoria
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Scars
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Gun Violence
   • Emotionally Repressed
   • Therapy
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs a Hug
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs Therapy
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Needs Love
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley is Bad At Feelings
   • Diary/Journal
   • Art
   • Gambling
   • Nonverbal Communication
   • Romance
   • Love
   • Love Confessions
   • Sub Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Dom John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Dom John Price (Call of Duty)
   • First Kiss
   • Forehead Kisses
   • Tenderness
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy
   • Non-Sexual Submission
   • Dissociation
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Hatred
   • Oral Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • First Time
   • Self-Doubt
   • Self-Discovery
   • Redemption
   • Aftercare
   • Bathing/Washing
   • Hand Feeding
   • Blood and Injury
   • Protective John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Past Torture
   • Bottom Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John Price Needs a Hug (Call of Duty)
   • John Price Acting as Task Force 141's Parental Figure (Call of Duty)
   • Tattoos
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Self-Harm
   • Protective Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Grief/Mourning
   • BDSM
   • Protectiveness
   • The MacTavish Family (Call of Duty)
   • Homophobia
   • Corruption
   • Abuse of Authority

   Words:

   120,568

   Works:

   4

   Bookmarks:

   52

   Bookmarked by clara_liest

   26 May 2025

2. Public Bookmark 21

   never learned how to love (but i still try) by luxcurious

   Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)

   • Mature, Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M, Gen
   • Series in Progress

   08 Apr 2026

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish & Original Female Character(s)
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Original Male Character(s)
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley is Bad At Feelings
   • Possessive Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Emotionally Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • POV Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Non-Graphic Smut
   • Jealousy
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Hurt Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Unresolved Romantic Tension
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Character Study
   • Heavy Angst
   • Mean Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • POV John "Soap" MacTavish
   • POV Third Person
   • Angry John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Additional Warnings in Author's Note
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Sad Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Flashbacks
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Rough Oral Sex
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Loves John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Trauma
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Destruction
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Dissociation
   • Pining
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Needs A Hug
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Needs Help

   Summary

   How do you show someone you love them when all you know how to do is hurt?

   You let them go. Even if it kills you.

   Words:

   13,640

   Works:

   4

   Bookmarks:

   21

   Bookmarked by clara_liest

   20 May 2025