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    When Thor fell, everything trembled.

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    23 Apr 2021

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    Neil was the pervasive lie Andrew foolishly allowed himself to indulge. A person who would stay? Fairytale. It wouldn’t last.

    Forevers didn’t exist for him.

    With graduation on the horizon, Andrew leaves Neil before Neil can leave him. But after a year, he starts to wonder if maybe he was wrong. Maybe he can have it all.

    Russian Translation by ixtic

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    31 May 2026

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/45881320/chapters/124939252#workskin

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    It was ugly and unfair that Nathan should be allowed to move on from everything, when Neil’s mom still couldn’t make herself take a shower for days sometimes. It shouldn’t be like this. Mary should be the one living it up, seducing young lovers, and having a real life, while Nathan wasted away behind closed doors, too paranoid to show his hateful face outside.

    His therapist would say he was upset because he’d never really gotten closure with his father, but the only closing Neil wanted from Nathan Wesninski was a closed casket funeral and eulogy to let everyone in attendance know what a piece of shit the man had been in life. He imagined his mother and Ichirou at the funeral. Ex wife. Mistress. All the potential for these things to be funny, but they were happening to him in reality and his bones were on fire with something ugly and foreign. He wanted to lash out meanly and with violence.

    He wanted his father to apologize. To acknowledge that this was bad. He wanted something from Nathan, but he didn’t know what it was, so he couldn’t phrase it.

    Also known as the one where Mary and Nathan got divorced earlier on in the books, and Ichirou is Neil's inappropriately young stepfather.

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    30 May 2026

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/11704356/chapters/27474126#workskin

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    neil and riko in the nest, during christmas. an introspection on the life of a moriyama secondborn.

    “i sat there, and i waited for your father to come. i spent every single day years, and years of endless days like this, waiting, for nathan wesninski to come and kill me.”

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    30 May 2026

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    https://archiveofourown.org/works/13290849

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    in the tradition of war established by his father, colonizer of his mother, purveyor of the good faith, eraser of childhoods, nicky too has become accustomed to a love that demands submission, like maria hemmick before him, he too bruises himself on the ideal of happiness when it ultimately implodes in his face.

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    30 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    https://archiveofourown.org/works/16392095