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Every Monday, Haewon gets to watch Lily stretch. Lily stretching is not new. It is Lily preparing for choreography. It is Lily working.
It is also Haewon fighting for her life.
or: Haewon spends a whole week trying and failing not to look at Lily.
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08 Jun 2026
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“For research,” Yoona repeats incredulously. Haewon nods, trying not to wither under Yoona’s judgemental stare. “You and Lily unnie are kissing for research?”
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Lily is the most confusing person Haewon’s ever met. Haewon tries her best to figure her out. Somehow this starts to involve kissing.
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06 Jun 2026
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NEW BEGINNINGS: Ahead of her first single, ‘Love is Lonely’, former NMIXX frontwoman Lily Morrow speaks on her solo aspirations and life after the band.
Q: What would you hope for your fans, and fans of the band, to take away from this song?
LILY: I hope they’re satisfied with it. I know the last few months have been hard for everyone, but we also had three beautiful years together as NMIXX, and I think both of those feelings are built into this song.voicemail:
Haewon, it’s Lily. Your voice on the voicemail message is the only way I hear you these days. I miss you.or: Three years after NMIXX break up, they reunite for a concert series. Things come to a head between Lily and Haewon.
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04 Jun 2026
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“I miss you, Lily,” Haewon admits, voice low. I loved you, is what she doesn’t say. I think I still love you. She didn’t say it then, so she doesn’t feel Lily deserves it now.
Lily’s lips part in surprise. Her breath hitches. She can’t think that Haewon wouldn’t miss her, could she? Haewon doesn’t know how it’s possible. It’s practically pouring out of her at any moment in time— this thick, sticky longing for Lily that she doesn’t know what to do with. It has been since the day they met.
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03 Jun 2026
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There's a convenience store a few blocks from Haewon’s bus stop. It's technically in the wrong direction—technically not the closest to her apartment, either, but the closer option requires walking past her apartment and down another block, which feels worse somehow. She'd rather stop on the way home, even if it means walking a block in the wrong direction.
She likes to stop and eat before she gets home. She likes the twenty minutes of peace and quiet somewhere that isn't her dark, empty apartment, somewhere that feels marginally less lonely but devoid of the stresses of her everyday, devoid of the weight of academia and the smoke of the gogijib.
She likes Lily, too.
Or: Oh Haewon falling apart and falling in love.
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03 Jun 2026