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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    One more dead body added to Dazai's list. He should go home, and he should at least try to sleep, but the rotting streets of Yokohama have a silence that is as lulling as a sweet melody and there's a lot -too much- to think about.

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    25 Oct 2025

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    wow. wow wow wow.

  2. Rec *

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    "I can't hang out with one of my closest friends outside of work?"

    "You can, but I'd like a little bit of warning before you break into my house."

     

    OR: Kunikidazai Hanahaki AU.

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    27 Sep 2025

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    absolute cinema wtf

  3. Rec 14

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    The snow is falling and they have a day off. Just an excuse to write fluff.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    YEAH YEAH YEAG

  4. Rec 23

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    Kunikida and Dazai talk about things on the way home from a business trip.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    one of the kunizai fics ever though

  5. Rec 36

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    There’s another block of respect that falls into place in the hole of understanding called Dazai Osamu in his life, just for opening this conversation, on top of the previous block for this afternoon. He takes a moment to collect himself enough to give the other a proper, well-deserved answer.
     
    Doppo and Dazai after their first mission together, shooting the shit about the meaning of life, because what else do you do when you’re 20 and tired from getting chased around by angry old ladies for a job. It turns out, they get along better than they thought they would.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    kunizai viewing material

  6. Rec 22

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    “Besides, does it matter?” Kunikida continues, adjusting his glasses so that the light reflects off his lenses. “You’re clearly not looking for your soulmate, either.”

    “Oh?” Dazai sprawls across the booth, the lazy drawl to his voice tipped into the question to disguise how much he actually wants to know the answer. “And what makes you say that?”

    “Because you’re Dazai,” Kunikida says, tone as serious and hardwired as the rock-solid foundation he’s hewn from. A statement, a fact. “I can’t imagine there’s anything you wouldn’t be able to do, if you really wanted it.”

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    05 Feb 2025

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    i love you soulmates au kunizai

  7. Public Bookmark 5

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    Kunikida teaches dazai how to knit, and osamu decides to make him a gift

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    27 Jan 2025

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    cuuute.

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    23 Jan 2025

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    JATSU!

  9. Rec 6

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    “Art puts plausibility to idea and song to rhyme. It sets free the chained and cages strays.
    If I were suddenly incapable of creation, without a book to write or canvas to paint, I believe my mind would collapse under the weight of its own compromise.”

    Dazai Osamu returns to Yokohama with his tail between his legs, desperate to quickly gather inspiration for his novel before any of his past resurfaces. Despite his avoidance of all things related to himself, he finds himself wrapped up in his own biography with only a few kindred strangers to help him escape.

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    30 Nov 2024

  10. Rec 19

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    ⚠️SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 119⚠️

    "No- I’m coming.” The silver-haired commoner grows desperate, shaking his head repeatedly, “Just a minute, I promise."

    He asserts both boldly and shakily. Two extremes that should not meet in the middle.

    “You’d need more.” Akutagawa says flatly.

    The other grits his teeth, “I’m fine. I can fight-”

    "And what ability do you possess that would allow you to contend against a being outwith your conception-"

    "You know what my ability is.” He exclaims, “It’s all you call me by, for God’s sake!"

    Or: While the world is nearing its doom, Knight Akutagawa gets a moment with that peculiar white-haired stranger who believes they know one another.


    For the Hurt/Comfort Prompts: "You're safe now" - Pretending to be fine

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    27 Nov 2024

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    loved

  11. Rec 13

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    A child gives Fyodor a cedar sapling in Lebanon. Dazai accompanies.

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    14 Nov 2024

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    <3

  12. Rec 83

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    In the Decay’s aftermath, the Port Mafia’s Nakahara Chuuya finds Sigma among the sunlit silvers of Suribachi city.

    He grins viciously. “In that case, let’s get you your Casino back.”

    /// Sigma picks up their pieces.

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    14 Nov 2024

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    sigma essential

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Kunikida didn't think he would keep running into the same person this frequently. Maybe they both need a break.

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    19 Oct 2024

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    theyre so lorde and charli xcx

  14. Rec 2

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    19 Oct 2024

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    they can be such best friends ever 😭😭😭😭😭💝💝💝

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    09 Oct 2024

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    WHATTTTT I'M OBSESSED WITH THIS SHIP

  16. Rec 9

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    Chuuya wonders why he can't stop staring at Akutagawa and feeling this strange emotion whenever he does it.

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    06 Oct 2024

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    cuties

  17. Rec 8

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    Naomi wordlessly shows her her phone as Teruko tries to glance over at it too, leaning too far back in the chair. Naomi bites back a sigh as Teruko nearly falls.

    Haruno’s quiet for a moment, then smiles, “Maybe we could handle it ourselves?”

    “Wh- really?” Naomi blinks, pulling her phone away. The notion feels strange. This would be her first case in her brother’s absence.

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    on naomi, a strange case, and adjustment periods

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    03 Oct 2024

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    we need more Naomi centric fics

  18. Rec 52

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    Akutagawa was fitting in with the Agency after he had gotten admitted. All is well, with Kenji being the closest to him since then. He was wearing the tan coat Dazai had gifted him with, refusing to wear any other despite the protests of his mentor, but is there a particular reason why Dazai was so insistent on giving him other coats to wear?

    Or

    In which Akutagawa liked being in the Agency, but Dazai wants his coat back, and Akutagawa wasn't having it. Literally.

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    13 Sep 2024

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    WHAT 😕 WHAT. OKAY. THIS IS HOW U WRITE A FIC LIL BRUH!!!!!

  19. Rec *

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    "No one really had a good story about joining the mafia, and if such a person did exist, Akutagawa hadn’t met them."

    Akutagawa had spent the majority of his life looking for something that he could never seem to find. No matter who he turned to or what he did, there was always a gaping whole in his life. So why did he keep searching if he didn't even know what he was looking for?

    (me: I'm gonna write a short little character study to break my writers block.
    me 7 hours later staring at 19000 words of angsty story: wtf did I just do)

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    30 Aug 2024

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    Of you're an akutagawa fan u have not lived until you've read this fic

  20. Rec 17

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    Ryuunosuke would never admit that he was bothered by the slow crumbling of the relationship he had with his older brother.

    It wasn’t like he didn’t understand why those cold looks were sent his way. It made sense, their world was a hell. Those blank, emotionless eyes that, though were equally as dark when they were younger, grew to look at him with disdain.

    But it hurt.

    It hurt that the only solace he had, the only protection he got from their hellish parents was gone.

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    He could hear Ace at the doorway, Ryuunosuke wasn’t even halfway through his brother's classroom yet.

    He was going to die. He was going to die. He was going to-

    “‘SAMU-NII--!”

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    Osamu ran away from his house at the age of fourteen to live with some co-workers, leaving his siblings, twelve year old Ryuunosuke and nine year old Gin, with their abusive parents. Two years pass with minimal interaction and Ryuunosuke is sure that his brother hates him, yet he can't help but want his attention even after denying internally that they were related at all.

    One day, he feels that he may just die from all the torment he endured at school by his bullies, and wants to see his brother one last time.

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    21 Aug 2024

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