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    "And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”

    Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”

    “Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.

    Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.

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    Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent years watching Ilya Rozanov take care of everyone in the room except himself. He loves him for it. He's also, if he's being honest, desperately curious what Ilya looks like when someone takes that from him completely.

    Their friends Scott and Kip are spending two weeks at Shane's Ottawa cottage for the off-season. It's warm, it's easy, and somewhere between the dock and the dinner table, Shane and Kip have a conversation that changes the shape of the whole summer.

    Scott Hunter. Who is, according to Ilya, attractive in a very boring, reliable way. Like a golden retriever. Not interesting. Not interesting at all.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane paused. Then, with deliberate slowness, he said, "Let me get this straight. You want to bottom... so you can chirp better?"

    "Well, it is not very straight, that is kind of point, yes?"

    Shane took a deep, long-suffering breath.

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    21 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?”

    Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt.

    “Want to— what?”

    Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s. 

    “Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?”

    based on the prompt: it's shane's first time topping a man. he tries not to cum as soon as he gets the tip in (it's okay if he fails)

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    09 Feb 2026

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    "I trust you, with this." Ilya shrugs, trying to be casual about it, but, looking back on it, he hasn't been casual about anything involving Shane Hollander in the past ten years. "Is my first time."

    OR: Ilya is trying to be better about the things he wants.

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    07 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    Ilya had thought that having a fated mate was something that he would never experience with his condition. He is mated to hockey. The idea that the connection may have been severed only half way had never occurred to him. It was never something he entertained - its not like any of this was his choice in the first place.

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    Ilya and Shane are fated mates but only Ilya knows.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Ilya looks over from the sofa as Jackie heads into the living room, perking up in interest. “You are calling Pike? Was good play today. You remembered how to score! Well done.”

    Hayden groans. "Rozanov? Dude, what are you doing in my fucking house?

    "It is girls' night," Ilya informs him primly. "I am one of girls."

    Or: Game day at the Pike house.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Hudson wakes up in Shane’s apartment, staring at a life he knows far too well—and shouldn’t be living.
    At the same time, Connor, trapped in Ilya’s body, spirals into a full-blown panic attack and keeps calling him nonstop.

    Elsewhere, Ilya—now in Connor’s body—argues with his agent in halting English, frustrated by the accent and completely convinced there’s no practice scheduled today.

    And Shane, wearing his glasses, watches Hudson’s interviews on TV, sinking into quiet, secondhand despair as he mutters to himself:
    Did I really say that? On television?

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is kinda obsessed with Hollander - in the way a fanboy would be. Shane Hollander is a 27 years old huge movie star and Ilya Rozanov has been a fan of his since his college days. Ilya spends his days working but also, daydreaming about Shane Hollander’s perfect body. Is being an obsessive fan really all that bad when you are able to get your celebrity crush to sleep with you?

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    “You like fucking a celebrity?” Asked Shane, completely delirious with lust.

    fuck yes, Shane Hollander is fucking me so good…” replied Ilya, before the two of them kissed in a hungry motion.

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    20 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 78

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    An extra day at the cottage. Ilya gets vulnerable, and Shane takes care of him.

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    20 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 48

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    And intimate moment at the cottage after 1.6.

    Shane stands at the edge of the couch for what feels like forever, just taking in the site of Ilya. He watches as his chest rises and falls with each breath. The shape of his mouth. How one golden curl rests against his forehead. A forehead that is usually furrowed. But not now. Not in this moment. Not here, alone, safe and happy.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is an omega passing as an alpha. Shane is an alpha that everyone thinks is a beta.

    They’re supposed to be rivals.

    (Or: Ilya forgets his suppressants once. Shane never leaves.)

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a secret that could ruin him. He’s an Omega—something that, in Russia, could get him mated off, trafficked, or killed. Something that would get him banned from the MHL without a second thought. He’s been on suppressants since he was twelve, and now the thing keeping him alive is slowly killing him.

    Scott Hunter has secrets of his own. He’s gay. He’s packless. And despite being the new captain of the New York Raiders, he’s never felt more alone.

    Then fate throws them together. Shane Hollander falls sick before a commercial shoot with Ilya, and Scott has a favor called in.

    By the time they hit the showers, Ilya is slipping into preheat and has no idea how to handle the hunger clawing at him. Scott is frustrated, lonely, and in the wrong place at exactly the wrong time. One impulsive decision sends them back to Scott’s apartment…

    In the middle of the night, Ilya wakes up in the throes of heat. His distress and fear trigger Scott’s Alpha, but not in the way either of them expects. He claims Ilya not as a mate, but as a pup.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is an alpha, and to the rest of the world, so is Ilya Rozanov.

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    19 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 63

    Mystery Work

    Part of Alight
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    18 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 84

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    Ilya has a debilitating fear of needles and going to the doctor. Shane just wants to make his boyfriend feel better. He finds just the perfect way to do it, comfort and reassurance.. but also substituting fear for pleasure.

    Or: Shane drags Ilya somewhere he doesn’t want to be and gets fucked for the first time after

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    18 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 62

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    “If you win MVP tonight, I will blow you, fuck you...whatever you want.” For the rest of the awards ceremony and half the party, the words kept ringing in Shane’s ears. Even as he heard his name being announced as the winner, as he moved, smiled and nodded politely while accepting the MVP trophy, the only words in his brain were “whatever you want.” He flushed, stepping down from the stage. Whatever was such a broad fucking concept. But to be honest, he was focused on a single possibility: he wanted to top Ilya Rozanov.

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    2014 - the night in Las Vegas, but Shane won the MVP award, and he’s curious to see how far “whatever you want” can go

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “What the fuck?” Shane breathes, and he knows it’s the wrong thing to say when he sees the hurt flicker through Ilya’s eyes in the dark of his room.
    Ilya falters, just for a second. “Problem, Hollander?”
    “No!” Shane is crossing the room in a second and crawling into bed. (He’s still wearing his pants; he never wears his outside clothes in bed.) Ilya is good at hiding his hurt from Shane, but he’s ‘Hollander’ again, he’s not Shane, he’s not baby, he’s not moya lyubov. He’s on his knees between Ilya’s legs. From here, he can hear everything: the wet sounds of Ilya’s fingers sliding in and out, the rustle of the sheets. His entrance is puffy and swollen, slick with lube. There’s a spot on Shane’s comforter, like Ilya was overzealous with the lube, like he wasn’t sure how much to use on himself.

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    17 Jan 2026

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