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Mind control is Dazai's most hated type of Ability, but luckily for him, he's immune to it. Unfortunately for Chuuya, he isn't. And when Chuuya loses control, there's only one person who can bring him back. That is, if he can reach him in time.
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20 Jun 2026
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Dazai always knows too much, and too fast, whether it be for the better or for the worse. But for Chuuya, the realization comes slower, gradually, clumsily over the years.
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18 Jun 2026
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Oh my goodness gracious this is how they should be written. Alternate interpretations are incorrect we have perfected the science
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"Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.
Something's wrong, something's wrong—
This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—
His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.
The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
_______Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.
Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.
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(i didn't cry when you left at first) now that you're dead it hurts by bluemoonwisteria_fuji (wisteriafuji)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Feb 2023
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To maintain what little is left of his sanity, he never questioned where he learned how to create this persona of his. (It would lead him to the rabbit hole of questioning everything about himself, and that would be too much.) But, he still hears the answer every time he opens his mouth, sees it in everything he does and carries it with him everywhere he goes. It haunts and haunts and haunts him everywhere, until one night, he woke up with a horrifying thought.
Am I becoming him?
When he looked in the mirror, Dazai didn’t see himself. Breaking the mirror to pieces didn’t change a thing either. From within the broken shards on his bathroom floor, Mori-san still looked back at him, and Dazai screamed.
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14 Feb 2026
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Oh my goodness gracious. How do I write like this
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dazai had been right, after all. atsushi should have never gone back.
It’s obvious what he’s done, but Dazai’s going to make him say it. He’s...
“I kil-killed him, Dazai-san.”
… Cruel like that.