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    Things are different with Ellie and Joel when they're just a teensy bit more emotionally intelligent. But, really, not all that much more.

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    there's a peter parker protection squad out there, a group of people who love peter fiercely and unconditionally (the same way he loves them) [not necessarily in chronological order, but. it mostly is]

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  1. Rec 36

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    Anya Rozanova dies. Nothing feels the same.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    03 Jun 2026

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    im literally speechless

  4. Rec 89

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    Ilya can’t be realizing, at nearly thirty-five years old, that he isn’t as happy with who he is as he thought he was.

    Because then, what? What is he supposed to do with that realization, except grieve? Should he mourn a life he might have had if his childhood hadn't been the way it was?

    He has Shane now, and Shane loves him just the way he is, just as he's always known Ilya. This life led him to Shane, and being able to build something with him is the best thing that's ever happened to Ilya. He can’t, ever, fuck this up. He will always try fold himself into smaller pieces to preserve this.

    But I don’t want to have to do that, his heart shouts at him. I don't know if I can do that anymore.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov fights against and then accepts the fact that there's no such thing as being too late to learn more about yourself, and still be loved.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    It’s Christmas Eve, and they just lost a game, and there’s a freak snowstorm, and they’re stuck in JFK, and Mariah Carey is there, and Shane thinks he’s getting sick.

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    01 Jun 2026