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It starts, as many things do, slowly. He quietly stops seeing Galina. He lies about taking his medication. The medication hasn’t been helping anyway. Then it’s Shane noticing he isn’t doing well, and begging Ilya to talk to him. There is nothing to say.
Objectively, everything is fine. His life is amazing. He’s married to the love of his life, they play for the same hockey team, they don’t have to hide their love anymore. They have a dog and a place that is home. He has a family with Shane and his parents. He has friends with the centaurs and Svetlana. On paper, his life is amazing.
The thought definitively doesn’t help the guilt he feels when he holds the handful of painkillers.
Or: Ilya commits suicide. But when he dies, he finds himself as a ghost and is forced to watch Shane grapple with his death.
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01 Jul 2026
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can't fake that for a moment by dreamtiwasanarchitect
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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“Ilya,” Hollander breathes, which—Ilya isn’t sure Hollander has ever called him by his first name. Surely he has sometime in seven years of acquaintance? But the sound of it is novel, unfamiliar.
And far from unpleasant.
Then Hollander says, “Baby,” and Ilya knows for certain that he’s never called Ilya that, because it takes the air right out of Ilya’s lungs and makes his guts twist and fuck, he would have remembered if Hollander had ever called him that. Especially in that reverent tone.
It’s nice.
Ilya doesn't remember being married to Shane Hollander. Probably, he should tell someone.
He decides not to.
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28 Jun 2026
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Just The Tip™ by isto4u
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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27 Jun 2026
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These Little Wonders by empressoftheclouds
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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In the beginning, suggesting Ilya move to Ottawa seemed to be a bridge over a previously unpassable body of water. It felt like a lifeline, a breath of air after drowning for years upon years. Maybe it was, at first. Shane got to have it all, everything he wanted. But despite his willingness to go along with whatever Shane wants, he can tell it’s been weighing on Ilya. He’d given up everything, and Shane can feel how lonely he is. He can see his bright eyes dimming, his laugh growing hollow; he’s withering away while Shane is emptying everything he has into a sport that can never love him back the way Ilya does.
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Two years after Ilya moves to Ottawa, Shane decides he's worth more than anything Montreal can give him. He won't let Ilya be the only one who makes sacrifices for their relationship. But he doesn't know that Ilya has been struggling, secretly and in silence. And now the only question is if Shane is too late.
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An alternative version of Shane changing teams and deciding to move to Ottawa willingly, on his own accord, without being outed. He and Ilya are honest with each other - but not before a bit of angst ensues.
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NO AI USED ~ FUCK AIBookmarked by bbyimnothere
26 Jun 2026
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"Do you like your wife?" Shane pushed, the words falling out before he could stop them. It was a dangerous and very stupid question.
Ilya paused. His hand moved from the lace of Shane’s underwear to his hip, gripping him firmly.
Ilya leaned down, his lips brushing the shell of Shane’s ear. His breath was hot, sending shivers down Shane’s spine. "If I say yes," he whispered, "will you still let me fuck you?"
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Shane is spending the summer working as a bev cart boy at an exclusive golf club. Where he meets the former hockey player, currently married, Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 9 of shanepussy & friends
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25 Jun 2026