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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    On the whole, Kakashi never thought much about being an Alpha.
    But Kakashi knows the truth, he’s always known. Alphas are easy to anger and Omegas easy to overpower. Designations are just one more way the enemy can get the upper hand.

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    Kakashi has never wanted to be an alpha, but when he becomes Hokage he's forced to come to terms with what he is and what he wants.

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 48

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    "You didn't– you don't like me!" Gai managed.

    Kakashi frowned. "I like you, Gai. Have I really never told you that?" A depressing thought occurred to him. "Oh. Am I dead? Is that it?"

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    The thing about it is that, while some people grow into themselves, Kakashi is the sort of person who grew out of himself. He wasn't ever very good at being a child. Gai hadn't noticed it when he was a child himself, but now that he's got a teenage version of his rival on hand to compare with, he's starting to come to some belated realizations. It shouldn't be surprising; who really gets to be a child in a ninja village? But Kakashi was definitely worse at it than most.

    He'd feel sympathetic, except for how the cocky little bastard keeps inexplicably hitting on him.

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    “New to town, or just to the neighborhood?”

    “Just the neighborhood.”

    “Well, welcome.” The man gazes steadily at him, soft smile lingering. His eyes flay him. It’s like nothing he’s ever felt. It’s as though yes, he’s being seen for the unforgivable thing he is, but it’s all right. This man will take him in hand, fragile as he is, and carry him some place safer.

    His smile sharpens, somehow—it’s nothing Edward could point to, yet something hungry—something familiar that Edward knows from across crowded bars and from delicious dreams—creeps in. “Aren’t you going to invite me in?”

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    12 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    In countless other ways, his life had become a picture of contentment. But Thomas had always kept tight to his chest how happy a child of his own would make him.

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    24 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    James Fitzjames, hero of the British Navy, has taken up residence in a lonely family hall on Dartmoor. His steward John Bridgens is with him, though the pair cannot help but feel they may be under threat. And there is definitely something prowling around the Hall.

    Captain Francis Crozier, one of the survivors of the doomed Terror voyage, is none to pleased with his new neighbor. Fitzjames is a towering reminder of all he failed to do and why he's exiled to the country with only a few former sailors for company.

    Alternate Title: Francis Crozier's Home for Wayward Werewolves.

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    14 Mar 2026