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let's ride ;)
or: neil tops for the first time and it's andrew riding him
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neil feel not good but andrew helps like the amazing boyfriend he is
no i will not elaborate i suck at words
please read the notes @ the beginning :))
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Staaaay (Hollander...Hollander...) by LunaAtTheZoo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Welcome to my conspiracy theory that there is an alternate timeline to the Great Tuna Meltdown of October 2016. What would have happened if Shane *had* stayed the night? This is a look at the evening and morning that could have been.
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15 May 2026
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new comfort fic
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Love Games by LateNightCringeAttacks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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When their teeth had been brushed again and they lay down to sleep in each other's arms, Shane suddenly remembered something that he meant to ask Ilya earlier.
“Ilya?”
“Hmm?”
“Was that ok, in the shower?”
Ilya’s brows furrowed and he pulled slightly back to look at Shane, who had to steel himself to keep eye contact. He was the one to suggest they be honest about their thoughts and feelings, now was the time keep up his side of the deal.
“What do you mean? Blowjob? Amazing as always, don’t worry, solnyshko.”
“No, I mean...yes, I mean the blowjob, but specifically when I uh...touched you...there.”
“Hollander, I’m tired, use clear, simple words, ok? Where there?”
Shane didn’t know why he was suddenly shy. Sex was the easiest aspect of their relationship, and they have talked about it before countless times, but...
“Uhmm, on your...hole?”
Fuck, this was embarrassing. That’s it, eye contact over.
“Oh.”
Or: Shane and Ilya now have time and space to explore their relationship, their sex life and each other.
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26 Apr 2026
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fluff / smut hollanov comfort oneshot to come back to
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Kevin and Aaron have the room to themselves after 2 weeks of not being alone together.
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Neil hadn’t cut his hair since his mom died. He had dyed his hair post-viking funeral—he had to. But... cutting his hair was her thing. She always gave him the same buzz cut. Common. Fast. Cheap. Easy.
He remembers the journey her fingers took from the top of his forehead to the base of his skull, the way his skin tingled as she pulled her hands away, not letting his hair tangle and hang on to her hands like it wanted to. Every part of him craved touch, even his hair was attempting to tie knots around her fingers, just so she would stay for a second more. He knew not to ask for it, and she knew he wouldn’t, hadn’t for a long time. And maybe that's exactly why she granted him the small show of affection, that was the first and last time he can remember a moment as soft as that one between the two of them.
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A reflection into Neil's history with haircuts, his relationship with his mother, and him learning to let go yet another moment from his past... in other words, Neil gets a buzz cut, and Andrew likes it.
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- Part 1 of Setting the Record Straight
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28 Jan 2022
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Miya Atsumu accidentally hurts Sakusa Kiyoomi’s hand in a practice match, and he is all over the latter’s house cooking him meals, unravelling the man and feeding him with his own hands for a while. He’s doing it solely out of the burden on his conscience and for the fun of it, not because of his non–existent enormous crush on Sakusa, thank you.
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19 Jan 2022