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“Chuuya's rather worked up tonight, isn't he?”
“Shut the fuck up,” he hissed. Heat shot through him at the same time his face curled up in some defensive facsimile of disgust. Still clinging to a rescue rope of denial.
This wasn't something they did. They'd dance on the edge of it, play chicken and pull back, but verbalizing anything was anathema.
Through a phone line, though? Verbalizing was the only option.
Chuuya drunk-dials Dazai to complain about him after a long, shitty day.
For once, Dazai answers.
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Dazai's first week as Port Mafia's youngest Executive in history isn't going so well, and he reacts the only way he knows how: whiskey and a death wish.
When a stranger in a bar takes advantage of the situation, Chuuya is the one sent to deal with the mess. Juggling his troublesome new partner's downward spiral alongside developing unwanted feelings for the guy, all on top of a sinister new player in the underground gem trade? It might be more than Chuuya can handle without a breakdown of his own.
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Akutagawa fantasizes.
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“We wanted to prove that we were human so bad, and this is all part of being human, Chuuya. It’s ugly. Do you still want this?”
A strangled gasp left Chuuya and he clawed at his other self’s wrist, aiming a kick in the stomach. The hand left his neck, and he fell to his knees, clutching his chest and fighting to breathe. His lungs burned fierce as he kept his head low, feeling a presence looming over him, calculating. Observing.
“Get up and fight me. You don’t give up. Or are you giving up because you don’t want to fight yourself? Is that where you suddenly draw the line?”
Chuuya meets a version of himself from a different world where everything had gone wrong. The aftermath is a shell of a human being who only remembers violence.
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31 May 2026
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There Is a Light That Never Goes Out by Stendec_CS_59
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
31 Dec 2023
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Bar Lupin, a rainy night. When Ango doesn't show up Oda finds himself drinking with a handsome stranger who is disconcertingly familiar.
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“Do I look like a writer?” Oda furrowed his brow at his odd companion.
“I don’t know. What does a writer look like?” Dazai shrugged and grinned disarmingly. The man was handsome, Oda realized. An odd mixture of playful and sad. Maybe lonely, just like him.
“Well.” Oda took another sip of whiskey to hide his discomfort. His cheeks flushed and he convinced himself sternly it was due to the alcohol, nothing more. “I’d like to write. But I can never come up with the ending. Seems like sitting down to write is easy. But the endings… those are harder.”
“Yes,” Dazai agreed solemnly. “I’ve read a few books where… I think I would’ve been happier, never having reached the end. You know what I mean, Oda? If I’d never known the end, I could’ve imagined it had gone on forever. And anything was still possible.”
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23 May 2026
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Gifted porn is sweeping the underbelly of the web. Some insist it’s fake -- the product of clever special effects meant to feed morbid appetites. An internet myth, like Slenderman or the Backrooms. Others claim it’s absolutely real. Still others object to the exploitative, often violent nature of the found-footage-quality videos.
Whatever the truth is, one of the most unusual subjects of Gifted porn is The Floating Boy, a mysterious figure who appears to be able to defy gravity… although only at the moment of climax.
When Dazai chances into a shady bath house near his shipping container late one night he meets an intriguing young man… who he quickly learns is hiding a terrible secret.
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20 May 2026
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Dazai is leaving. It's a fact, indisputable, set in stone.
Chuuya is staying. It's a fact, indisputable, set in stone.They are partners. They could have been more.
[or; Dazai and Chuuya's last interaction before Dazai disappeared]
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02 May 2026
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And then you put your hand in mine and pulled me back from things divine by lookingupforheaven
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Apr 2026
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Getting out of prison alive was a miracle. Getting stuck with Dazai on his couch is just Chuuya's terrible luck.
In the grueling aftermath of the vampire outbreak, a highly inconvenient shift in alliances forces them under the same roof. Exhausted and stripped of their usual defenses, the quiet hours they share start to blur lines they’ve fiercely guarded since they were teenagers.
Or: The post-war domestic fic where the tension boils over, and Chuuya finally stops lying to himself.
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14 Apr 2026