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    unrelated works for super 4 playmobil, a french/german show by method animation. it’s free to watch on the internet archives!

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    The gambler reeks of alcohol; it won't serve any purpose to cater to the whims of someone who is so evidently impaired.

    Kakavasha opens his mouth.

    “…I wish to meet ▇▇▇.”

    And then—

    Glass seems to break, crack, shatter all across. It shows on Lapis’ face—something abrupt and vaguely familiar.

    The hand on Kakavasha’s cheek slackens, lowers, falls. It falls, but it doesn’t tumble fully out of reach—the doctor’s fingers, instinctively tightening around Lapis’ wrist.

    “…I see.”

    Lapis looks at him—in hurt, in regret, in self-loathing, in too many things Kakavasha sees in his own reflection.

    “…My apologies,” a breath; something tender, “I don’t know where he is either.”

    …Oh.

    “Oh,” Kakavasha says.

    ——

    Or, scripts are swapped and roles are reversed. It changes nothing and everything.

    (Based off of the lovely artworks created by havanillas!)

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    19 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AUOUUHGHGOUHAAAAAAAA

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    After averting the tragedy of the world, Phainon leaves Okhema. He's the Deliverer, the hero of the world, everyone's savior.
    Well, he was.

    …He's done with that, now. The world is saved. There's no more reason for him to stay. No fate left to deliver. Nothing left they need him for.

    So, Phainon packs.

    He debates leaving a note about his departure, but, ultimately, decides against it.
    No one will miss him. Who could miss a man who was only a mask?

    He's fulfilled his purpose here, and now it's time for him to leave.
    Phainon is tired. He's spent a lifetime living a lie, playing the role of fate, and now that the mask has fallen away,

    there's nothing left to save.

    So, Phainon leaves before Entry Hour and he does not look back.

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    10 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im actually sick phainons self loathing made me want to die he doesnt know hes loved…

  3. Rec 10

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    Keith's mother passes out of the world in the same way as she came into it: with very little fuss.

     

    A story of grief, generational trauma, and loss.

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    14 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    beautiful and raw

  4. Rec 78

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    Anya wakes in perfect pitch-black to the hum of the engine, nestled deep in the bowels of the Tulpar—a sort of incandescent thrumming that she can feel vibrating even through the thin mattress and bedframe. It is the constant heartbeat of a giant—like listening to check if a patient is still alive.

    It said: you are still rocketing at a million miles an hour to some distant planetoid. You are still millions of miles from everything you have ever known or loved.

    You are still trapped on this tin can with your rapist.

    And then, she vomits.

    The events of Mouthwashing but if Anya survived to the end. Now with a sequel/fix-it fic in future rust, future dust.

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    21 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    haunting. truly haunting.

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    “Shouto you can't say that. It is family business. What your father… what happens in this house has to stay in the family. Just between us.” His mother cradles his face, her fingers so soft on his cheek, and Shouto leans into the touch. “You must promise you won’t talk about it. If you tell the wrong person… it will get you in trouble, you understand?”

    He doesn’t really. But he wants to make his mother happy, so he nods and promises.

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    5 times Shouto tried to tell an adult, over the years. And 5 times he found a friend instead.

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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch 1