astanne
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Any time that Ghost seems to find an even keel, his world flips upside down. He goes from experiencing the lightest form of existence he's known, to having to revert back to short nights, the heavy responsibilities of the job, and following his orders.
And then just when he's starting to settle in, the tides change again—he's faced with fears he doesn't want to confront. But if he's learned anything in life, it's that there's no way around shit like this, only through.
Series
- Part 16 of Any Time You Need Me
Bookmarked by astanne
01 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
On the 21st November 2023, Sergeant John "Soap" MacTavish was killed in action in the Eurotunnel, 7km off the coast of Folkestone.
Except the heavily redacted report is all a lie and the emotional scattering of his ashes is all an act.
This is the story of how he survives, how the 141 fake his death, and how he recovers - with Ghost right by his side.
A realistic fic about Soap recovering from a traumatic brain injury and discovering which parts of himself are left, and which parts Makarov stole from him. Full of hurt and comfort, angst and humour, this is a slow burn Ghost/Soap getting together fic with a happy ending.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 88,250
- Chapters:
- 31/31
- Comments:
- 811
- Kudos:
- 741
- Bookmarks:
- 166
- Hits:
- 14,587
Bookmarked by astanne
16 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
John tucks his nose into the crook of Simon’s neck, cold against the fabric of his mask, and Simon can only hold him tighter, letting his own scent wash away every trace of the other alpha.
“Johnny.”
The name comes unbidden to his lips, Simon able to feel the shiver that wracks Soap’s body, the goosebumps that prickle his skin. John’s fingers tighten in his shirt, warm breath against the cloth at Simon’s neck. He’s so close, the scent of him soothing over Simon’s own skin like a balm to the ache that lives buried deep inside of him.
He knows he should say something, do something, but he’s frozen, rooted to the spot.
Johnny is his best friend. His best fucking friend in the entire world and while he knows the man won’t speak on what happened tonight, Simon is offering whatever comfort he can.
But maybe it’s not his to offer. Maybe the reason Johnny went out tonight is because he’s looking for something.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,092
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 172
- Kudos:
- 1,203
- Bookmarks:
- 258
- Hits:
- 11,860
Bookmarked by astanne
11 May 2026
-
random "stuff" from the bird app by rusticfurnace
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games), The Pitt (TV), Date Everything! (Sassy Chap Games Video Game), Original Work, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 May 2026
Tags
Summary
porn. its porn. more specifically, (gasp WOKE) GAY nsfw fanart from specific fandoms or characters of my own. enjoy!
Bookmarked by astanne
09 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Don’t… touch me, Cap,” John wheezes, his fingers curling into claws as he tries to pull at his own vest. The friction of the Kevlar like sandpaper on raw nerves. “I’ll… burn ye.”
“Jesus,” Price murmurs under his breath, but there is no hesitation from Simon, the man stripping off his gloves, tendrils of frost curled around his fingertips.
“Simon,” John grits. “Don’t.”
“You can’t hurt me, Johnny,” Simon murmurs, hands moving to John’s vest, careful movements as helps him rip it off.
For COD Hybrid Week 2026!
- Mates (Day 1)
- Sex Pollen (Day 7)- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,083
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 48
- Kudos:
- 932
- Bookmarks:
- 140
- Hits:
- 7,291
Bookmarked by astanne
09 Apr 2026