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    Buck is about to walk out of the airport. He can’t do this. He won’t. But then a hand—a big, warm hand—settles on his shoulder.

    “Hey, uh—”

    Buck turns, and standing there is the most beautiful man Buck’s seen in his entire life. A week’s worth of stubble across his jaw and cheek, a strong nose, and the deepest, prettiest brown eyes he’s ever seen, framed by mile-long lashes. Buck’s breath catches. Buck’s not into men, but holy shit, if he was—he’d be into this guy.

    Well. He is kinda into this guy. Well. That’s—

    “I’m here with my kid,” the guy continues, throwing a thumb over his shoulder and pointing toward where a blonde-haired, smiling kid with red glasses and crutches is standing. The kid lifts a hand and waves. Okay. Even if Buck is into the guy—kid usually means wife. Damn. “He’s got CP. We’ve done this song and dance a thousand times. You want a hand?”

    “Sir,” the man cuts in, “this is a private discussion—”

    Buck, who really was trying not to cry before, feels like he’s fighting a losing battle now. His eyes are a little wet, and his hands, gripping his crutches, are shaking just a little. “Fuck. Yeah. Please.”

    OR Eddie Diaz vs American Airlines.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Buck was born with diminished hearing in both ears. 

     

     

    His parents, begrudgingly, signed him up for ASL lessons and allowed him to attend a school for the deaf, as well as speech therapy to ensure his speech wasn't behind his hearing peers.

    or, buck is Deaf and it changes nothing (and everything)

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    23 Jun 2026

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    A fairly ordinary morning is turning into a nightmare of unreal propotions:
    Buck has to deal with an unexpected turn of events, and his family has to deal with the consequences.
    While everyone tries to uphold their hopes that he's out there, Buck fights to keep his sanity and to find a way to keep himself alive.
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    or: A very dark and explicit fiction about Buck being victim to a predetor who is in over his head (even if he doesn't know just yet), when he tries to get away with kidnapping someone, who is dear and important to a certain fire fam.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Got to chapter 29, come back later

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    Buck isn't looking, but he can feel the presence of someone else climb in with him. They situate themselves in the narrow space between the center console and the seats. A hand lands on the back of his neck, ensuring he doesn't move from this position. The pressure is firm, but not cruel.

    "Relax," Red whispers in his ear, low and husky. "Enjoy the ride."

    Buck hears doors slam and the shifting of gears. The car lurches, and so does his stomach, because it's evident that nobody is going to find him now. Relax? Impossible. He's going to be killed, his body will be buried in the middle of the desert, and he didn't even thank Eddie for the coffee this morning.

    Or: Because Buck's life can never be simple, he finds himself with a gun pressed against the back of his head, in the middle of a feud that has nothing to do with him, and with five pounds of C-4 strapped to his chest. Somehow, that's not even the worst part.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Post-lawsuit, Buck is running late to work due to the jeep breaking down. A freak accident leaves his life in the balance.

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    15 Jun 2026