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Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 May 2026
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Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
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- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
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14 May 2026
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A shot ripped through Teddy’s chest, but he didn’t die. Jonathan was shepherded away before he had a chance to apologize. Five years out from his days in Colombia, Jonathan is with his new girlfriend in Italy when a chance meeting leads him back to the man he brought to the killing field.
An exploration of how Teddy and Jonathan relate to themselves and to each other, mediated through their differing approaches to grief and the hard task of living. It’s a hopeful ending for them!
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31 Mar 2026
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Jonathan, no, Matthew stumbles through his time in Colombia - there’s a mission goal. And then - then there’s Teddy.
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- Part 1 of Alitas de Mariposa
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27 Mar 2026
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“So now you need to launder your stolen money. I can help you do that, Mateo. If you trust me,” Teddy said softly.
“I trust you.”
Teddy kissed him on the forehead. He was wet and cold with the glow of Medellin suffusing the night and his salvation staring up at him. Matthew reached his hands up to Teddy’s face and traced his jawline.
“So pretty,” Matthew whispered, “Pretty, pretty boy.”Before he was an international arms dealer, Teddy Dos Santos was a boy waiting in a monastery for his father to claim him. But that was half a lifetime ago. Now, he's about to grasp the last rung on his ladder to power, seventeen years in the making. After years of building his walls and proving his worth, Teddy thinks he can handle his volatile new investor, Matthew Ellis. But should he trust him?
A novella-length, yearning, smutty love letter to the events of Series 2 with extra backstory for Teddy, a few plot points you know and love remixed, and a significantly changed ending.
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25 Mar 2026
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Teddy is thirty-three when he wants someone for the first time. He is sure it will kill him. Desire catches him off-guard, makes him falter like never before. It doesn't happen at first sight like most of the fairytales. He falls for Jonathan slowly, hopelessly.
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Teddy gets a second chance at life. He is determined to make it worth it.
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19 Mar 2026