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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    Every unspoken thing between them has a shape, and Eddie's finally ready to name it.

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    And it’s early, the sunlight soft as it gilds Buck’s unshaven cheeks and Buck’s bare chest. Eddie chases it across his skin, sitting cross-legged beside Buck on the bed after returning from using the bathroom. Chris is still asleep, and they have the day off, and Eddie just . . . wants. He wants Buck in his bed, and in his kitchen, and in his car. He wants their names on legal papers, and the mortgage, and Chris’s school forms. He recognizes the shape of Buck’s affection in the curve of his mouth, the color of it in his eyes, the way it sounds on his tongue when he says, “Morning, Eds.” He wants to claim it. He wants it to be his.

    Why this morning and not any other doesn’t matter. It only matters that it’s here, and now, and he’s ready. He’s ready.

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    15 May 2026

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    What if Eddie was with Buck and Christopher when the Tsunami happened? :3

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    02 Nov 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 18

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    After Buck helps Eddie bring all the boxes of Chris's stuff inside the house, he is rightfully exhausted sat on the couch until Eddie disappears, turning on music and asking him to... dance?

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    01 Aug 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    Every now and then, when he’s more tired than usual or when he’s had a particularly long day, Eddie will close his eyes in bed at night and think about Evan Buckley.

    The picture of Buck he conjures in his head is always smiling. That was one thing about Buck that he’ll never forget. Sometimes, it felt like the joy coursing through him was so strong and overpowering it was going to burst out of the seams of his body and shoot its way across the room to Eddie, ensnare him in it and reel him in until he was helplessly, hopelessly smiling back.

    Buck had many different smiles; big, cheesy grins he used to direct at Christopher; soft, slow ones he’d give to Eddie when they were sitting on the couch in the firehouse late at night; sharp, flirty ones he’d turn on bartenders to get free shots, and then point in Eddie’s direction, which always made his stomach turn nervously. And then, towards the end of their friendship, the sad, resigned smiles, the ones that turned Eddie’s stomach in a way that made him want to run to the bathroom and empty his guts.

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    a 'what if?' scenario if the season 8 finale ended with buck leaving the 118 and eddie going back to el paso

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    29 Jul 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Eddie can always trust Buck to have his back, whether it be at work, or against other parents at Chris' school who won't take no for an answer. Luckily, Buck can say the same, even if it's against the rest of the 118. 

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    08 Jun 2025

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