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    Shane and Ilya are hockey’s power couple. They’re unstoppable on the ice, darlings in the press, icons of the newly inclusive NHL.

    Ilya still isn’t satisfied. He needs the world to know Shane Hollander is his.

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    Ilya takes Shane to a gay club and edges him within an inch of his life.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Managing Shane’s anxiety on the ice is easy for Ilya; it’s a matter of line drills, strict corrections, and absolute authority. Managing a real first date on a rented yacht is entirely unmapped territory. When the clinical boundaries of their past interactions give way to something slow, soft, and devastatingly tender, Shane finally figures out exactly where he belongs.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Living with Ilya, being married to him, is the best thing that's ever happened to him. Ilya is an amazing person, Shane's favourite person, and he just wishes people could see it, instead of trying to push some stupid stereotypes on them. But no matter, he'll always stand in defence of his husband, of their life together. Thankfully, they have great friends who understand they can be wrong.

     

    or shane is tired of people assuming he constantly nags his shitty messy husband so he fights to set the record straight. ilya isn't a slob, and shane isn't a nagging wife. get those toxic heteronotmative takes away from shane's cute queer marriage

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “-moya rybka, I am sorry, sweet girl-” Ilya is saying, on his knees in the middle of their living room and patting the rug near him with what looks like devastation on his face as Anya continues to ignore him, curled up on Shane’s lap instead. Fresh off of several stacked events to fit them into a weekend–because Shane’s mom is nothing if not efficient when it comes to the deals she makes–Ilya got home only a few minutes ago, still in the outfit he’d left his Buzzfeed puppy interview in, which Anya had clearly not appreciated, sniffing him suspiciously after her initial excited greeting and then retreating to Shane immediately when he patted his thigh in welcome.

    Shane is trying not to be obviously enjoying Ilya’s turmoil as much as he is, shifting Anya to lay on her back like a baby in one arm and cooing at her.

    “I know, huh? Papa left and played with who knows how many other dogs, and the whole time you were here missing him. I bet he wasn’t even thinking about you, huh?”

    “Hollander!” Ilya says, sounding scandalized. “Do not tell her that! Is not true!”

    (collection of standalone fics/ficlets prompted by my own tumblr posts) (will update as inspiration strikes)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ilya turned sharply towards the refrigerator and yanked open the door, hand moving on its own accord to the shelf where he kept his vodka. His hand stopped midair when his eyes finally caught up.

    The bottle sat exactly where it always did.

    And beside it?

    Five cans of ginger ale.

    Something sharp and vicious, dripping in rageful self loathing, twisted through his chest at the sight.

    He loved Shane Hollander.

    The realization was a punch to the gut. He almost laughed, bitterness coating his insides. Of course he did. Of course he was that stupid. Confusing sex for emotions. Pathetically falling for his rival.

    And worst of all, he was the biggest fucking idiot for believing there was even a remote possibility that Shane may love him back.

    OR - 2 times Ilya knew Shane could never love him (+1 time he was wrong).

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    03 Jun 2026