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    "I love you," Harry says on June 25, 51, halfway through a game of cribbage. Cuno has done nothing more notable than tell a joke that made Harry laugh.

    Cuno doesn't know what to say. Nobody loves Cuno. Loving Cuno should probably be an interisolary crime. "Gross," he says.

    An exploration of those Cuno has lost, those he's gained, and those he can't let go.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    PECEPTION (SIGHT) [Easy: Success] - Ahead of you, Kim is stretching. The lean muscles of his bare shoulders shift as he bends down in a toe-touch before you start. His control over his body is unmatched. He straightens, adjusting his glasses, and starts running.

    PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT [Medium: Success] - He’s been holding out on us. This is a man with a fine physique.

    ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Maybe this wasn’t a mistake after all?

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    08 Jun 2026

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    The Black Tide is gone. The world is remade. And Phainon the Deliverer, the man who fulfilled prophecy, doesn’t know what to do with himself.

    Mydei, who has always seen him too clearly, drags him back to the ruins of Aedes Elysiae and says “We’re rebuilding this. Together.”

    (Or: how two men who fought side-by-side to save the world learn what they were fighting for.)

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    26 Apr 2026

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    “Varka.”

    Varka is a hard man to surprise. He’d thought nothing could manage it anymore, but he supposes Flins is nothing if not an exception to his every rule.

    The man stands in the wind, head tilted, bright eyes staring straight through Varka’s being.

    “Flins,” Varka greets. “Gave me a bit of scare, didn’t you?”

    “You look as though you’ve seen a ghost,” Flins says.

    Varka wets his lips. “Haven’t I?”

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    30 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    Humans were never meant to hold the soul of a God within themself and live to tell the tale, and Varka was perhaps foolish to think he had escaped unscathed. The itch that begins to crawl beneath his skin soon after he passes through the gates of Mondstadt reminds him of this and he soon finds himself in the midst of a change he is less than prepared for. With Boreas of barely any help at all, Varka resigns himself to whatever his new fate may bring. At least the turn of the winds have seen fit to deliver something much more pleasant to his side, too.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    "And?" He asks tiredly, manages to make a circle in the air with his hand before it flops back down to the ground uselessly. "I'm willing to bet anything that I've loved you since our first real meeting, even if I cannot recall it."

    Mydei considers him carefully for a long moment. An unreadable look crosses his face before he shakes it off. "You are hopeless," he says quietly.

    Phainon smiles, a smaller but no less genuine expression. Mydei's gaze snaps to his lips, and Phainon revels in the knowledge that his eyes haven't left him once, even after their battle ended. He hums happily. "Perhaps so."

     

    or; Phainon loses his memory, and is convinced he is dating Mydei. Upon finding out he isn't, he makes attempts at courting.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    “Right. So, uh, how much are you asking for this thing? This book of yours.”

    Dori leans back in, her grin widening to reveal sharp teeth. “Oh, I thought you’d never ask, Grandmaster!” she purrs, each word as sweet as honey taken straight from the comb. “Why, it’s only fifty thousand mora.”

    Varka doesn’t quite choke on his own saliva, but it’s a close thing. “Fifty what now?”

    “Oh, don’t be like that,” Dori scolds with a shake of her head. “Anyone else would be asking for much more – it’s not every day you stumble upon a book this old and this useful too! A guide to courting for, ah, individuals specific to Nod-Krai and Snezhnaya? It’s practically a trove of information, Sir Varka! Really now, it’s only because you’re my most loyal, most esteemed, most valuable customer that I can afford naming such a low price.”

    Or: Varka gets swindled into buying a Fae courting guide, written by a human for other humans. He's also forced to come to terms with his own feelings regarding a certain Lightkeeper (who might or might not be Fae). Shenanigans ensue as he attempts to follow this dubious yet somehow effective guide to the very end.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    in which mondstadt tries to (unsuccessfully) wingman varka- because surely a little nudge in the right direction will help him set up his first date with that gentleman from nod-krai, right?

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “You’re constantly staring at him when you think he’s not looking, you get restless when anybody else gets too close.” Cipher leans forward with a gleam in her eyes. “You should make a move before someone else snatches him up.”

    “Like who?” says Phainon. “You?”

    “Don’t underestimate me, Delivery Boy.” She bares her fangs in a smile. "I’m one of three living demigods in Amphoreus. You think the Little Prince wouldn’t be interested in that?”

    believe in a lie enough, and it’ll become reality. phainon should know better than to fall for cipher’s lies.

    meanwhile, the kremnoans grapple with the divine impregnation of their crown prince.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Reckless words bubbled up in his throat, borne of the all-encompassing love he had for the Lightkeeper in his arms, and the fear that he might never get this chance again.

    “Marry me,” Varka murmured into silvery-indigo hair.

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    Or: Varka proposes to Flins before he leaves on the final stage of the expedition. In the aftermath of his departure, Flins gets assistance from a few very unlikely sources.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “Varka. My dear…”

    “There’s one more thing you should know. These crystals on my abdomen form a womb tattoo.”

    “A-A what?” Varka’s voice is small and hoarse; full of understanding that he is fucked in more ways than one.

    “A womb tattoo. If it is not already somewhat obvious… I am capable of conceiving.”

    In the court of the Belyi Tsar, there is an untouchable fae.

    But Varka isn't one to shy away from challenges.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    “You are not currently dead. But one day you will be, as will I. And when your time comes, it will be before mine.”

    This is the truth, yes. Flins states it with such candor that Varka strangely finds himself wanting to laugh. How long is a typical lifespan in the eyes of a fae who can stretch the embers of his flames to a period that can only be described as a hair’s breadth away from eternity?

    For Flins, how much of the candle burns between the words not yet and now?

    Varka begins to notice Flins’s growing collection of specific items.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    A knight’s blood drips faithfully onto a noble’s grave, and the vestiges of something archaic awakens. Fangs sharpen like embers sparking to life at dusk’s final breath. Verily, the slumbering one rises.

    Tell me, what do you know of those who linger?

    Varka discovers the ancient being known as Flins.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Centuries after his death, Flins finds Varka again.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “You’re distracted, Deliverer,” Mydei mutters. Despite saying this, he isn’t pulling any punches today.

    The silence between them becomes stiff, and Phainon needs to occupy his hands with something, anything. “I’m in the middle of… researching something,” he says.

    Mydei hums. “With the Grove?”

    Phainon feels sort-of-bad-sort-of-not for obfuscating the truth: one because it’s Mydei, and the other because the matter is about him confessing to Mydei, you see. He pulls a face. “You could say that.”

    Kremnoan Roses aren't real. Probably. Phainon is about ninety-nine percent sure. But after coming across an antique Kremnoan vase, Phainon swears that if he, by some miracle, manages to recreates them, he will confess to Mydei with a bouquet of mythical roses.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Phainon had never imagined Mydei having - well, a vagina and all the other internal stuff that usually goes with it. Maybe he’s a bad person. Maybe he should have.

    Not that it’s a problem! Mydei can have any combination of genitals he wants. Or got given when he was busy forming in the womb. He could be totally smooth down there like a Kimon doll, and that totally would be fine.

    Phainon hears of a rumor considering Mydei, and because he can't possibly be normal about Mydei, he has to find out if it's true or not.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    In the wake of Era Nova, Phainon strives to find a new calling, a new purpose beyond 'the Deliverer'. Somewhere in between 'Legally a Locksmith' and 'Dromas Handler', he realises that 'Mydei's Husband' is also on the table.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    "Are you always this reckless?"

    Varka can do nothing but grin. "Believe it or not, dear Lightkeeper, but this is me having grown out of my reckless phase."
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    In which Varka gets injured, isn't prepared for the Ratnik he seeks out for help to be so beautiful, and Flins collects shiny rocks.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Varka tips his head. "What's with the flowers?" he asks. "Got a secret admirer?"

    "No," Flins tells him. Another step forward, he holds them out. "They're for you."
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    In which Flins tries to court Varka, and Varka takes way too long to realize it.

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    28 Jan 2026

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