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• If when I see you by Unknown_Sources

  Fandoms: Natasha Pierre and the Great Comet of 1812 - Malloy, Voyná i mir | War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
  • F/F, F/M
  • Work in Progress

  15 Nov 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Marya Dmitryevna Akhrosimova/Elena "Hélène" Vasilyevna Kuragina
  • Marya "Mary" Nikolaevna Bolkonskaya/Sofia "Sonya" Alexandrovna Rostova
  • Fyodor "Fedya" Ivanovich Dolokhov/Anatole Vasilyevich Kuragin
  • Elena "Hélène" Vasilyevna Kuragina
  • Marya Dmitryevna Akhrosimova
  • Marya "Mary" Nikolaevna Bolkonskaya
  • Sofia "Sonya" Alexandrovna Rostova
  • Fyodor "Fedya" Ivanovich Dolokhov
  • Anatole Vasilyevich Kuragin
  • Natalya "Natasha" Ilyinichna Rostova
  • Pyotr "Pierre" Kirillovich Bezukhov
  • Balaga (War and Peace)
  • Domestic Violence
  • Angst
  • Flashbacks
  • Smut
  • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
  • How Do I Tag
  • Background Sonya and Mary because they’re so adorable
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • precious beans
  • Enemies to Lovers
  • time for CHURCH
  • Sorry for hurting them
  • everyone is quite madly in love with Hélène
  • hopeless romantic ghost club
  • Minor Fyodor "Fedya" Ivanovich Dolokhov/Anatole Vasilyevich Kuragin
  • all acknowledge their wrongs
  • please be kind
  • Introspection
  • Suicide Attempt
  • and all will be welllllllllllllll
  • Internalized Homophobia

  Summary

  In the aftermath of the terrible night, all reflect on their wrongdoings.
  All masks fall off, there is only room for the hard Moscow reality and the past is catching up
  If only they could see that it only would be the start.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  24,337

  Chapters:

  9/?

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