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    Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.

    Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.

    Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

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    A series of Ilya and Shane struggling to get people to take their relationship reveals very seriously at all.

    The fics in this series are set in the same universe, so these are the SAME Shane and Ilya. Although they can be read in any order, Totally Real Canadian Boyfriend™️ takes place roughly 5 years before Pour Decisions.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him.
    Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.

    In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Wyatt’s gaze flicked from Hollander to Rozanov – who looked absolutely delighted with this turn of events – and back again. “You two follow playoff traditions as well then?”

    Hollander shrugged, still catastrophically casual, “I mean, when we played on different teams we sort of had to. Conflict of interests and all that. But I meant more generally. You know what it’s like, right?”

    Wyatt wasn’t sure that he did, and was suddenly very conscious of the fact that he might not be in the least bit emotionally prepared for whatever was about to come out of Hollander’s mouth.

    “Like, the other day,” Hollander continued, seemingly unaware of the proverbial bombshell he was about to drop. “Ilya tied me up and edged me for…was it two hours?”

    “Three, moyo solnyshko,” Rozanov corrected, sounding like Christmas, his birthday, and the Easter Bunny had all come at once.


    Shane Hollander joins the Centaurs, and the team discovers that their Captain might be a certified menace, but his husband is so, so much worse.

    OR: five times Shane accidentally terrorizes the Centaurs locker room, and one time he chooses to hold back.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..

    When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    💜💜💜
    Just so insanely good I might lose my mind
    Definitely one to re read i love how this story progresses and how conflicted Shane is at the start especially its just so so good

  7. Public Bookmark 43

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    Months after Percival de Rolo is laid to rest, Vox Machina finds themselves back in Whitestone to welcome his and Vex's daughter into the world. With the new addition, and the ever-present wound of grief hanging in the air, Vax comes to realize that the thread of fate he'd thought lost still remains...and maybe...just maybe, they can bring back what was lost.
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    Based on a Tumblr Post by @ggcati77 that suggested what would have happened if Vex got pregnant with Vesper just before Percy died, and they didn't realize Orthax had him until much later.

    Please enjoy!! :)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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    17 May 2026

  9. Rec *

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    What was he supposed to say? Yes, Hollander. I have a soulmate. All I know is that he has played hockey in Canada before. Oh, that could apply to the entire league? Oh, that could apply to you? Oh, you are now having a panic attack in my bed?

    Yes. That would not have gone well. 

    (Or: Soulmate AU where the marks that appear on your body appear on theirs. Ilya finds out that Shane is his soulmate long before Shane does. They are idiots in love.)

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    16 May 2026

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  10. Rec *

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    Ilya and Shane soulbond with a handshake in a freezing parking lot in Saskatchewan. It actually doesn’t change very much, until Shane’s concussion drives everything haywire, forcing them into close proximity and an earlier confrontation with all the feelings they’ve been trying to ignore.

    Or: as it turns out, it’s easier than you’d think to be in someone’s head and still not know how they feel.

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    15 May 2026

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    Shane has a soulmark just like most people, but he doesn’t think about it too often. He’ll probably meet his soulmate in his thirties, then get married or something. It’s usually how it happens. It just doesn’t matter right now. The only thing that matters is hockey.

    So when he spots a very familiar symbol in a locker room at eighteen years old, things kind of fall apart. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way.

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    13 May 2026

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    Everyone knew that love could heal. With just a kiss to the cheek or forehead, it could heal papercuts and little scrapes. And there were rules, of course. It could only be healed by a kiss, the press of lips to skin of the injured person. The more kisses shared between two people, the more potent the magic became. The love had to be mutual and genuine. The intensity of love altered what one was capable of healing. Stronger love could heal wounds that were deeper, concussions and diseases and gashes large enough to need stitches. Nothing much bigger, though.

    Unless you were soulmates.

    Soulmates were supposed to create such a bond that they could heal anything that afflicted their soulmate. The love between soulmates still had to be there, but the magic was more potent. The stronger the bond between soulmates, the more they could heal. There were even a handful of cases where a person had brought their soulmate back from the dead. A love so pure, so strong, so genuine, that it reached beyond death, that it pushed air into lungs and restarted a heart. All healed with a true love’s kiss.

    These were just stories, though. And, besides, soulmates didn’t exist anymore.

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    12 May 2026

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    Remus and Sirius; best friends. But when something unexpected comes along they soon realise that they should be a lot more.

    For BurningAurora.

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    12 May 2026

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  14. Rec 80

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    Like a moth to flame, Remus Lupin had been Sirius Black’s light. Different from him in every way, Sirius couldn't help but be drawn to the other. But after exposing his best friend's secret and nearly getting another student killed, Sirius finds himself shut out from the world he once knew and is forced back into the world of his blood purist family. With little left to fight for, how will Sirius handle a summer of his parent's demands, and will Sirius ever be able to earn his friends forgiveness and rekindle the relationships he once had?

    Part 1 of Those We've Loved, Those We've Lost series

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    11 May 2026

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    Heartbreaking and also impeccable, just simply incredible

  15. Rec 59

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    Oh, fuck. 

    Lestat meets the eyes of one Louis De Pointe Du Lac for the first time in twenty-two years and feels his heart implode, spreading its delicate particles throughout his body. 

    “What the fuck is this?!” 

    These are the blissful first words he hears Louis speak in what seems like a whole lifetime, before his first love swiftly turns on his feet and storms right back out the door he had only just dared to enter. 

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    Two decades after enduring the tumultuous production of 90s sci-fi show 'Tooth And Claw', its two lead actors Louis De Pointe Du Lac and Lestat De Lioncourt find themselves in the eye of the cameras once again, discovering who they are in front of the whole world.

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    04 May 2026

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    Sout out to mandragora on TikTok who brought me to the idea of ​​this story.

    After a night with the alpha prince he discovers he's pregnant and decides to run away....

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    03 May 2026

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    From the majority of the patients in Camelot Mental Health Institute, Colin Morgan - or Merlin as he insists to be called - seems the most normal aside from the delusions. Bradley only wishes he'd stop calling him Arthur for gods sake because now he dreams of legends.

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    01 May 2026

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    It has been six months since both Merlin’s magic and his pregnancy were revealed, and six months since he was locked inside an opulent guest room turned prison cell. Arthur hasn’t been to visit him – not once – despite the fact that the child Merlin is carrying is his, and Merlin still doesn’t know whether an execution awaits him on the other side of his pregnancy. If he even survives it, that is. Because it has also been six months since Merlin’s magic was locked away by iron cuffs, and the strain is making him weaker by the day.

    Tired of waiting and deciding that he can’t allow an innocent baby to grow up in a Camelot that hates magic, Merlin strikes a deal with Agravaine that will ensure the safety of his unborn child.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    To lose a manservant once may be regarded as a misfortune; to lose him twice looks like carelessness. When Merlin vanishes in the mines of Kemeray, Arthur's search for him uncovers decades of secrets and betrayals. But the sudden appearance of a baby white dragon bodes well for Albion, for Merlin and Arthur, and for the land that they will build together.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Arthur was lucky to be alive. Ever since he was a child, he had been prepared to drown. He had learnt the axe, faced the rope head on, and had feared the pyre. Yet, his father never threw him to the executioner. He punished him in other ways, forced him to watch his people be beheaded, burnt, suffocated, all while threatening his death at every turn.

    He had magic, and he was lucky to be alive.

    Except, things were changing. A fire, secrets, Morgana. He didn’t know anything, he couldn’t learn, and yet…

    And yet his magic pushed itself forward, and it craved. More than knowing spells, it wanted Merlin, it pulsed in his direction.

    The very life Arthur was just managing to hold together, threatened to pull itself apart. How could he, a man with magic, survive as Uther’s son?

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    16 Apr 2026

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