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    He tries hard not to think of Felix.

    He’s just this untouchable thing, sometimes. Like all of Chan’s hopes and dreams condensed into a ball of sunshine and bleach-blonde hair.

    Felix is just the whole world, really, and Chan isn’t sure what to do with that.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "The guy talking to your boyfriend. Who is he?"

    Jisung follows Felix's line of sight to the bar, where Minho is chatting up the other bartender.

    "Oh," Jisung says. "That's Chan-hyung! He's Lino-hyung's roommate."

    "Oh…" Felix distractedly chews the straw in his soda, trying not to stare too obviously at him. "Is he new here or something? I've never seen him here before."

    And Felix would definitely remember a guy like that. He's—well.

    Hot, is the first word he thinks, adamantly trying to ignore the scornful voice in the back of his mind that sounds a lot like his stepfather. He swallows his guilt and tilts his head down, sneakily observing the guy from under his bangs.

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    Wherein virginal Felix meets hot, older bartender Chan, and gets the opportunity to discover himself, explore his sexuality, and fall in love, all while trying to break free of his family's religious shackles.

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    31 May 2026

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    The truth is that Felix can’t say that Chris is everything he’s been missing, because he’s never had a Dom like Chris, and Felix likes it so much he could cry. He does cry, in a way he has never reached without pain before, just from the sheer, overwhelming pleasure of it all. These tears are more than capitulation, more than surrender, there’s a dazzling, cleansing purity to the tears he cries for Chris. These tears crack him open like a geode, his glittering insides exposed. And Chris loves it.
    “You’re so pretty like this,” He croons. “So pretty with tears running down your face and my cock in your mouth.”

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    This job is just a way to keep the promise Felix made when he left Sydney: never to give his submission to a Dom who doesn't deserve it. Felix is too smart to fall in love with a straight guy, even one who calls him beautiful inside and out of dynamic. But can he keep giving Chris his submission without giving Chris his heart?

    "You were made for me." Chris has never meant it the way he does with Felix. A longtime pro-Dom, he's never had trouble keeping his job and his personal life separate. But Chris can't escape the feeling that Felix belongs to him, even after their scenes have ended...

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    14 May 2026

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    “Oh you should have seen your face!” Felix gasps out, tears in his eyes that he wipes away with his sweater paw, cheeks blushing with amusement and he’s so gorgeous. He leans forward to place a comforting hand on Hyunjin’s thigh, rubbing it a little as he slowly stops laughing. “I’m sorry, I just had to. I obviously know you’re not sleeping with Chan.”

    “Jesus,” Hyunjin sighs, pointedly pressing a hand to his chest as he shakes his head slowly to push down the last of the panic. “You’re insane, I would never!”

    But that’s a lie. And it’s all Felix’s fault.

    OR; Felix asks about their filthy songs, and Hyunjin can't tell Felix the only reason he and Chan have anything pornographic in common is because they both have unrequited feelings for him.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.

    Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.

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    17 Feb 2026