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    Shane Hollander is on the Ice when an overhead announcement causes him to spiral. The Centaur's Plane has crashed. Shane needs to hear from Ilya now. There is only one person in the world who can pull him back from the brink and Shane doesn't even know if he's alive.

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    Shane snapped around “If what? What the fuck did you say?” His voice was wild now, no attempt to conceal his fear or his breaking heart.

    The bewildered other player just said “I just saw the news report, coach had it up on his phone, said someone died in the crash…” he said more but Shane's brain had stopped processing anymore information beyond the fact someone had died.

    In fact it wasn't just his brain that had stopped, his limbs went numb, he sucked in a sharp breath and his heart was trying to claw it’s way out of his chest. Ilya might actually be dead; this wasn’t just Shane being Shane this was real. Way to fucking real. He was vaguely aware of the feeling of the cold ice against the side of his head. Shane had dropped down onto the ice. He hadn't passed out, he hadn't tripped, he's body simply gave out from the shock.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    “Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”

    Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.

    Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.

    “I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.

    The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.

    He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.

    (shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)

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    12 Jun 2026

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    At twelve, Ilya Rozanov is sent to Canada to be trained by the best of the best.
    He lives with the Hollanders for the next three years, until he suddenly goes back to Russia.
    They meet again in 2008.
    Things have changed.

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    Childhood Hollanov AU with a lot of focus on them growing up together and then them finding their way back to each other.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    The internet thinks Shane and Ilya's marriage came to an end.
    Ilya Rozanov is quick to defend himself and his honor.
    Shane feels the need to intervene.
    Both forget for a moment that they are on twitter and not in a private group chat.
    Harris is losing his mind.

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Shane Hollander didn't speak a word until he was three years old. Ilya Rozanov started speaking before he was two, and once he started, he never wanted to stop.
    A character study of Shane and Ilya from childhood into adulthood. They are like two sides of the same coin; different in so many ways, but the same at their core.

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    12 Jun 2026