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    It’s screaming again. Shen Qingqiu lies unmoving in his bed, just listening to it for a long time. What wretched, heartbroken wails. It only stops for air, brief pauses as it fills up its lungs to screech it all out again, high and piercing. He put it in the sideroom to get it out of his sight, to try and muffle it, but it still feels as if it’s screaming directly into his ear. Not a soul on Qing Jing Peak must be able to rest with such a clamor.

    Eventually, he does get up out of bed. It feels like dragging a corpse, his body aching and unwilling, still half torn apart from what he had gone through weeks ago. A pain so awful that it had felt like violation, torture. Almost nostalgic, really.

    He opens the door to the sideroom, and it does somehow get louder. And there, in the little crib gifted (forced, snuck into his home while he was in labor) to him by Yue Qingyuan, is the infant. Shrieking, its voice ragged with unanswered despair, its little face screwed up hideously. It no longer looks red and shrunken all the time, but crying brings back that appearance.

    It is almost always crying.

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    Shen Qingqiu has made a life and he hates it, and hates it, and hates it.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Was he a fool for talking to the moon? It was the only constant in his life left after his brightest star faded out of existence.

    Angstober '23 Day 1 - The Day I Lost You

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Before any of them could even blink, she was over at that table. Her sword drawn and held to the throat of one of the men. The one who'd dared to say Shen Qingqiu's name out loud. As if he had any right to even think of her, let alone speak her name. With that tone of voice, the anger and the disgust that fills these men. What right do any of them even have.

    "Watch what you say about my wife."

    The words were spat out, but her tone was even, almost calm. There was a fierce look in her eyes though. Taking her time to look over each and every one of these men in front of her. Committing their faces to memory, the sounds of their voices from earlier as well. Somehow, these men always looked the same. Disgusting, perverted, those who gave nothing back to society.

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    While Qi Qingqi is out, she overhears some men saying horrible things about Shen Qingqiu. She's used to hearing it, but that doesn't mean she accepted it. Of course, she goes over and confronts them about it, but something slips out while she'd face to face with these men that develops her relationship with Shen Qingqiu further.

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    31 May 2026

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    Cove knew where home was. It was the two bedroom apartment where he lived for most his life, the city street lights shining from his window nightly, the sound of his mother's humming, and his father's boisterous laughter.

    But when he moves to Sunset bird, he is told to readjust his definition of home. Suddenly, home was this: copy-paste surburban houses all lined up in neat horizontal rows, his father's lonely footsteps ambling around the house, and his mother's weekly phone calls.

    This is not the home Cove has known for all his life and he refused to let this sadder version be it's replacement. So of course, he does what a rational, wise eight year old boy would do in his situation: he runs away.

     

    In another life, he runs to cry on a poppy hill and finds his soulmate.

     

    In this life, things get much more complicated than that.

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    30 May 2026

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    In which Cove gets overwhelmed by his mom’s teasing and says something he doesn’t mean. The worst part is that you heard it. He finds you on Poppy Hill and you work it out through typical teenage awkwardness and tears.

    Takes place near the end of step 2, after the camping trip and the dinner, but before the soiree. Slight cannon divergence as you definitely admit how you feel about Cove but you don’t kiss him yet.

    Rated T just in case, and for some very mild swearing.

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    30 May 2026