StopLookingUpForHeaven



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  1. Public Bookmark 62

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    Getting shot in the head should have killed Soap. Technically, it did. But Ghost got his heart beating again.

    A year of recovery, and he’s finally back where he belongs: with Task Force 141.

    Back with Ghost.

    He shouldn’t think about Ghost the way he does. Shouldn’t imagine those hands on him. Shouldn’t wonder about the man behind the mask. And he definitely shouldn’t want him with the kind of hunger that has no place between teammates.

    But wanting has never cared much for should.

    So now he’s back in the middle of chasing Makarov, trying to keep his head straight while everything in him keeps turning toward Ghost.

    Duty’s one thing. Desire’s another.

    And coming back from the dead has a way of making a man honest about both.

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    09 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Soap being competent but a teasing little shit. Ghost questioning him. Their environment up in flames as they share a cigarette together on the hood of a dead vehicle and 'The Ink Spots: I Don't Want To Set The World On Fire' playing in the background.

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    12 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 59

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    After their exfil falls apart, Soap and Ghost are shoved onto a luxury honeymoon train car and told to play newlyweds until they reach safe territory. It should be an easy, quiet week — until they’re attacked. Repeatedly.

    Forced to stay in character while fighting to survive, Soap and Ghost find their almost‑relationship tipping into something real. Danger just speeds up what was already inevitable.

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    10 May 2026

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    Ghost has been working at an animal shelter that rescued problem dogs for a while now. For the most part, it's a pretty great way to spend his retirement, especially with Riley by his side. Of course, there's always things that make life suck arse.

    Like the guy with all the scars casing the shelter from across the street. Ghost hasn't taken a life in a long time, but if the bastard was the kind of piece of shit he suspected he was, he'd do what he had to. And if he was wrong... Well, he'd deal with that if it came to it.

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    09 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Three Johns, three different POV of the same incident.

    After a mission gone bad, all four members of TF141 are in desperate need of medical attention. They try to work past their injuries to protect their teammates, but what happens when Price collapses and Ghost is stuck in a flashback, attacking the people that try to help him? Can an injured Soap defuse a volatile situation and prevent a disaster?

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    05 May 2026