StardustSharpie
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Those With The Eyes To See by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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Two key truths had remained constant for Jay McCarrol since his childhood: one, Matt was always there; and two, Jay had no real sense of direction in his life.
On the rare occasions in which he had allowed himself to reflect on it, Jay had always ended up reaching the same conclusion: a change in number one must be the key to changing number two.
After experiencing a timeline without Matt at his side and making the decision to go back to set things right, though, Jay realizes how much he values the life that they have together, and it finally occurs to him that maybe the purpose that he’s been searching for his whole life has been right there in front of him the entire time.
Or, Jay decides to propose to Matt.
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Inevitable, Impossible by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
18 May 2026
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After Matt sacrifices his life so he can go back, Jay sets the timeline right and comes home to his previous, normal life.
He wants the whole thing to be over, but as it turns out, messing with time is far more trouble than it's worth and things aren't quite right just yet.
Stuck repeating the same day over and over again, Jay learns many things: about time, about Matt, and about himself.
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The Breaking Point by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
09 May 2026
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Jay is reading a book.
Which isn’t anything, which doesn’t affect Matt in the slightest.
It doesn’t matter if he looks really, really good. It’s not like Matt is going to break after decades of pushing his feelings away, just because of that. Right?
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The Secret by StardustSharpie
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
18 Apr 2026
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Matt is keeping a secret, and Jay is determined to figure out what it is.
Occasionally when Jay goes out, Matt stays home alone, and he’s always clearly excited about something even though he tries to hide it.
Jay hatches a plan to figure out what’s going on, and ends up finding out more than he bargained for.
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Will honestly hadn't gone snooping in Mike's bedroom, he never would have done it on purpose. It was an accident, when he found the box hidden in the back of Mike's closet. He could even potentially claim that it was an accident when he opened it and looked inside. At a certain point, though, accident stops covering it. There's really no excuse when Will reads the letter, but he can't bring himself to regret it, in the end.
(Will finds letters Mike had written to him when he was in Lenora).
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Whatever & Ever, Amen by Wheat From Chaff (wheatfromchaff)
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
07 Jun 2026
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Jay can't dodge this one. Mrs. Johnson is turning seventy-five and she wants her entire family to spend half of December together. They've rented two massive cottages in a fancy winter resort four hours north of Toronto. Maybe, maybe, if he and Matt weren't getting married, he could duck out of it. Maybe if fifty thousand dollars weren't being dangled above their heads, he could whine and mope his way free.
But Matt wouldn't hear it.
"You're going," he said.
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OR: Who the hell is Owen?
Series
- Part 4 of Whatever & Ever, Amen
Bookmarked by StardustSharpie
08 Jun 2026
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so twisted fate by slowmoon
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
07 Jun 2026
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There are no windows in the Skydome’s cramped detention room so nobody gets the moment that Jay’s nose starts bleeding, dripping heavily into his lap. His hands are still cuffed behind his back. He tries to wipe the blood off on his shoulder and succeeds in smearing it across his lips, over his left cheek. It keeps dripping like a leaky faucet.
Bookmarked by StardustSharpie
07 Jun 2026
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Okay. Fine. Whatever. He's going to get it over with. Jay's going to kiss him. He's going to kiss Matt. Honestly, it'll probably be really normal. Or like, just kind of gross, because Matt is kind of gross. They did everything together. He had only been nervous earlier because it was going to be so public. His heart was only hammering because he'd just been running for like fifteen minutes. Fifteen minutes is a long time for someone to run continuously.
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oh my god Jay get up GET UP!
Bookmarked by StardustSharpie
31 May 2026
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the only boy i'd anything by sillylittlehat
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
30 May 2026
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How "the Buddy" should've gone in a just world.
Matt follows Jay to the party dressed as a girl. His wildest dreams come true.
Bookmarked by StardustSharpie
30 May 2026
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“You know what? I don’t care.” Jay holds his hands up in a mocking shrug, laughing cynically. “I know I won fair and square, doesn’t matter how your little trick turned out. I know, and you—” he jabs a finger into Matt’s chest, “you know it, too.” Matt grabs at Jay’s hand before he can pull it back, not pushing it away or pulling it closer, just clutching it painfully tight with an indiscernible look in his eye.
“I know…” he starts slowly, drawing the sound out as long as he can, “that I won.”
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Matt and Jay construct intricate rituals which allow them to touch the skin of other men.
Bookmarked by StardustSharpie
25 May 2026