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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    Selfishly, all Judas really does want to ask for is to doze with his head on Jesus’ lap. But that’s not just something you ask of your boyfriend of two months. It’s just not done. Spending time together when sick is surely at least a six-months-in-living-together-with-a-dog-kind-of-thing.

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    25 Dec 2025

  2. Rec 4

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    A week after His return, Jesus is haunted by the absence of one disciple. The others doesn't seem to mind—some even prefer it this way. Mary has yet to talk to Him and has for the most part distanced herself from Him and the other disciples. One night, the bottled up guilt and regret spills over at once.

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    24 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    YES JESUS! HIT GOD WITH YOUR STEEL CHAIR OF DEBATE SKILLS!!

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    After a night of celebrating Judas is pensive and Jesus has had a little more to drink than was probably wise.

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    30 Nov 2024

  4. Rec 6

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    It’s been two years since their mission trip and Connor and Kevin are settling into their new life. Until an unexpected visitor disrupts their newly found comfort.

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    13 Jul 2024

  5. Rec 14

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    Jesus and Judas both survive and try to repair their friendship. And their relationship may even evolve into something else.

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    21 Apr 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Literally can’t find words it’s so good please read it

  6. Rec 6

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    Jesus had two versions of himself: the public, rockstar persona and the private Jesus. The part of him that Jesus tried everything in his power to hide away.

    No one saw the empty beer bottles Jesus guzzled down just to sleep at night. No one saw the pain relief patches, or the bandages wrapped around Jesus’s aching muscles. No one saw the mess that Jesus had made of his tent because he didn’t have the energy any longer.

    Well, no one except Mary knew that. And Judas made it his business to find out.

     

    Or; being a leader is depressing, but less so if you have a lover and a friend.

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    07 Mar 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  7. Rec 5

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    “Were you expecting a miracle?” Yeshua asks. He seems genuine.
    “Don’t.” Judas grits his teeth, tries to gather himself. Honestly, one slight fever and he’s as ready to believe this messiah stuff as the masses. “Don’t,” he says again. More to himself, because he can feel the fight they keep almost-having rearing it’s head and he does not have the energy.

    Something something musing on mortality and humanity and bodily weakness and caring for each other as best as they can.

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    22 Dec 2023

  8. Rec 7

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    Jesus can't stop kissing his new lover and it's a problem for the revolution obviously

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    08 Nov 2023

  9. Rec *

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    Mother is crying. What a terrible son you are. 

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    08 Nov 2023

  10. Rec 13

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    An eternity ago, Judas tried (and failed) to save Jesus from himself.

     

    In the present, a woman inherits a legacy stained with silvered blood.

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    21 Oct 2023

  11. Rec 11

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    free will had always been an illusion for jesus. he didn't know it would be for judas, too.

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    03 Oct 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jesus holds his breath when he works on his projects. He doesn't hold his tongue. Judas knows this better than anyone. Afterall, he gets a front view seat of it from Jesus' bed.

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    08 Jul 2023

  13. Rec 21

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    i go on a adventur in Hell (gasp!!) with Virgil, da hottest guy eva!!!

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    02 Jul 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 19

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    judas always takes care of the people around him. for once, it's his turn.

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    05 Jun 2023

  15. Rec 11

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    “can you hold still?”

    trying,” judas says through gritted teeth. the last of the adrenaline is making its way through his body, manifesting in the bounce of his leg, the fidget of his hands, to compensate for the way his entire body is just on the verge of shaking.

    or, somehow, jesus has managed to convince judas to sit still for long enough to let him clean his wounds.

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    16 May 2023

  16. Rec 18

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    Jesus laughs. Open and unrestricted. The skin around his eyes creases as his shoulders shake. The sight makes Judas’ heart swell. Increasingly, Jesus is aloof, distant. He spends too long looking out into some nebulous middle distance that only he can see. Most days it’s impossible to keep a solid grip on him. Knowing Jesus is like trying to hold on to the last vestiges of daylight even as they slip away. But it makes moments like these all the much more precious. When he laughs he looks not so much like a leader and more like an ordinary man.

    If Judas could spend a lifetime making Jesus laugh that would be enough for him.

    - After a long day, Judas falls ill. Jesus gives him a gentle scolding for not taking better care of himself.

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    06 May 2023

  17. Rec 6

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    Prophecies delivered by dreams rarely let Jesus sleep soundly.

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    02 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is stunning prose

  18. Rec 10

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    Judas chooses to go against the great plan, because of his suppressed feelings for Jesus, and tells /Jesus/ off about it. Little does Judas know, Jesus already knows what's going on.

    Also they watch the sunset.

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    04 Apr 2023

  19. Rec 31

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    Judas started tracing the edge of the wound in Jesus's hand with his thumb. "It doesn't…still hurt, does it?"

    Jesus lifted his head slightly, slipping open his eyes for the first time in this entire conversation—in the form of a rebuking side-eye that would’ve put the proudest of kings to shame. “It’s been nearly two thousand years, and you’re asking me that now?”

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    24 Mar 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh to lie in the arms of someone who hates god on your behalf.

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Judas is a liar but so is Jesus.

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    21 Mar 2023

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