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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    It's Finals Season, and MC has a week left before everything's over. Unfortunately, the chaos of all their projects and papers has begun to take a toll on them, something Pierrot and the rest of the Circus are quick to notice.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”

    Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”

    “Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”

    “No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”

    “You’re not in love?”

    He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”

    For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…

    Unfamiliar.

    Unknowable.

    Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.

    “You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.

    Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.

     

    (Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)

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    07 Jan 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    He registers that Tartaglia is yelling, but he can’t hear what he's saying. His father opens his palm, and he watches in silent horror as the crumpled glass and the gold casing of his vision fall to the ground with a sad clatter. Dust. It was now literal dust. What was once a bright, icy blue was now a clear, opulent nothing. Like Kaeya’s dirtiness had been cleansed from the Vision itself. Like a fairytale has been lifted. How breathtakingly tragic.

    “Easy isn’t it? To get rid of those fragile celestial bonds. No more playing pretend, Kaeya.” His father calls out, gritty voice somehow making it through the white noise that played in his ears. Just like that; any remaining familiarity has been sucked away, and it was like he was looking up at a stranger.


    OR: A year after Kaeya meets Dainsleif in Sumeru, he shows up in Angel’s share, telling him that his father has taken control of the Abyss order and is targeting him. With Diluc’s growing interest in the situation and a hot ginger Harbinger showing up in Mondstadt; to say Kaeya was overwhelmed would be an understatement.

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    04 Mar 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    Mammon would do anything and everything for his brothers. (Although he was unsure that they would do the same).

    That's why when a few trouble-making witches threatened to spread rumors about their family, Mammon stopped at nothing to prevent the rumors. Even if it meant sacrificing himself and his already deteriorating will to live.

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    11 Feb 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    The brothers continue to Abuse mammon physically and mentally. Over the years, Mammon grows immune to their insults, but that’s what he shows on the outside, on the inside, does he really want to become his brother's punching bag and live his life being called names, being segregated from his brothers and by always feeling empty, depressed and suicidal. But mammon finds himself in a place where he thinks he can find hope, peace and friends, but if mammon’s changing, what will become of his brothers.

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    02 Dec 2023