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    What if Shane never got injured?
    What if Ilya decided to finally take a step back?
    What if the 5th best player of MLH was suddenly spotted hanging out hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander?
    What if Ilya had a few feelings about it?

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    Ilya is aware of Sebastian Hawthorne like he's aware of all the top 10 players of the league. Though he knows no one can come close to him and Hollander, he still likes to keep an eye out for them.

    Hawthorne, or as his teammates call him, Hawk, joined the Toronto Guardians during his Rookie season and has been there for the past six seasons. He's the assistant captain.

    “It's like he’s already seen the play unfold five seconds ahead,” Shane had once complained to Ilya over the phone after a particularly nasty loss against the Guardians some seasons back. Ilya then got the impression that Shane didn't like him either.

    So imagine his surprise when the picture of Hollander and Hawk shows up on his feed: laughing and practically having the time of their lives while leaving a high-end bakery.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Sasha does not help, but he is safe, and strangers don’t make me feel good anymore.”
    “Why?” Shane blurted.
    “Why what, Hollander?” Ilya’s voice was just barely above a whisper and thick with emotion. 
    Shane swallowed and licked his suddenly dry lips. “Why don’t strangers feel good anymore?”
    “I think you know,” Ilya rasped.

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    Post-tunamelt, Ilya shows up at a charity gala with Sasha to make Shane jealous. Shane can see the self-destruction through Ilya's confident facade and realizes that not admitting his feelings is only hurting them both.

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    “Hollander,” Ilya sighs and comes to sit next to him. “We can't be more. This is all you get.”

    Shane really tries not to get mad, because yes he understands. This is all he gets.

    “Yeah, because it's not that it's a guy that is the problem, it's me right?”

    Ilya frowns. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

    “You had no problem letting him be all over you today,” Shane is aware of how jealous he sounds. He doesn't care. If this is the last conversation they'll be having, he needs to make sure he says everything.

     

    Or, what if Ilya thought Shane was going to bring Rose to the All Stars Game so he brought Svetlana and Sasha with him?

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    24 Jun 2026

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    “Your husband is just as possessive as you, Ilya,” Sasha says in Russian once again. “It’s fucking hot. Sveta can’t seduce him, but maybe I can. We could share for old times’ sake.”

    “I don’t share my husband with anyone, ever, asshole,” Shane cuts him off, also in Russian, rage at the man’s audacity bleeding into his tone.

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    Shane and Ilya run into Sasha at Svetlana’s birthday celebration, and it goes about as well as expected.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    “No, please,” Shane says, and he has never sounded like that before, not like this, not broken open and begging. “Please don’t do this.”
    He steps forward again, still trying, still reaching, and Ilya steps back again, because he has to, because if he doesn’t he will stay, he will ruin this, he will ruin him.
    Shane’s hand drops.
    Something in his expression collapses completely.
    And Ilya knows.
    This is it.

    What if Shane didn't get injured after Tampa and Ilya went through with his plan to breakup with him? What if Shane is brave to help Ilya finally understand what it feels like to be loved. And to realize nobody will ever take that love away. What if?

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