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  1. Rec *

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    It hits Buck in the Costco frozen pizza aisle on a Wednesday morning in the middle of October.
    I wanna hold his hand, Buck thinks, followed immediately by What the fuck?, and punctuated with a No, seriously, what the fuck was that?
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    or: Buck realizes he's in love with Eddie, promptly crashes out about it, cries about it, and then fucks Eddie nasty and tender about it, in that order

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    23 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 74

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    Evan Buckley can only watch as Eddie Diaz, his best friend and the man he secretly loves, is shot in the street by a sniper's bullet. But Buck can save Eddie, pulling him to safety under a firetruck and keeping him alive till he gets to hospital. While Eddie lies unconscious in his hospital bed, Buck steps up to look after Christopher, to keep the rest of his team safe.

    But Buck is struggling. Traumatised by the shooting, he finds it difficult to move forward. Buck was so close to Eddie when he was shot that he was covered in blood. On his face, on his clothes, in his hair. In his mouth. Now, everything he tries to eat or drink tastes of blood.

    Eddie's blood.

    How long can Buck keep going when he's struggling to eat and drink? How can he be the support Chris needs if he can't function?

    And how long can he go on pretending he doesn't have feelings for his best friend, when he can't imagine being able to cope without him.

     

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    Eddie gets shot and Buck struggles in the aftermath, his trauma stopping him eating or drinking till he's well past crisis point. And what will Eddie say when he returns to consciousness?

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 93

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    Hovering his thumb over the link, Ravi hesitates for just a moment. Fandom is sacred to some people. It saves lives, even if "normal people" refuse to admit it. Suddenly, Ravi feels like he's overstepping boundaries, because fan-fiction is apart of some people's identities. You learn of a character and relate or love them so much, they gain a part of your soul. Like Ravi with Spider-Man. Like Christopher with Super-Man. Like Buck with…whoever he wrote or read about.

    It could simply just be a reader account, Ravi thinks. Maybe all that typing was a comment gushing about how well someone did? And even if it was a writing account, all Ravi would do is look at it. Right?

    Right.

    Ravi finds Buck's private AO3 account, where Buck writes fan-fiction about Eddie being in love with him. He decides to do something about it.

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    20 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 41

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    Eddie didnt fall asleep immediately though, googling the demisexual and gay flags. He saved the photos, taking a deep breath, putting his phone on the charger with shaky hands.

    The next day at work, he found Ravi alone doing inventory. "Ravi?" Eddie asked quietly, Ravi looking at him curiously.

    "Could- Could you make me an armband with these?" He asked shakily, showing Ravi the flags on his phone.

    It took Ravi a moment before his eyes widened. "Wait," he said quietly, Eddie smiling terrified.

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    Ravi suggests the 118 go to pride that year, and Eddie decides its time to be him

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Buck’s vision was starting to blur at the edges, a dark vignette creeping in like smoke. His hand fumbled for Eddie’s sleeve but didn’t quite make contact. He slumped further down, back pressing against the base of the table, trying to stay quiet. Trying not to make this worse.

    His fingers came away from his chest, soaked in red.

    No one had seen it yet.

    And Buck couldn’t find the air to call out.

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    The 118 only meant to attend a gala—but by the end of the night, Buck was shot, and nothing was ever the same again.

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    03 Jun 2026