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    I want to wake up to you tomorrow. If you don’t want that, that’s okay, but give me my agency, Ilya. Believe me when I say I want you or let me try to pick up the pieces without you.

    Five months ago, Ilya walked out of Shane’s life and their marriage. Shane has been trying to pick up the pieces. A late night phone call could either unravel everything or be the start of a new beginning.

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    19 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    After Shane reluctantly comes out to his team, it feels like everything is falling apart. He did what his boyfriend asked, and he doesn't understand why it wasn't enough. As a last-stitch effort to fix what is broken, he accompanies his boyfriend to a remote commune in Russia. Their host, Ilya Rozanov, seems eager to teach them everything about his home and their annual pre-summer festivities.

    Shane quickly realizes that this trip is not for him, but his boyfriend is set on staying-- for the research.

    Uncomfortable and determined to leave, Shane wants to convince Ilya that he needs to go home.

    Ilya wants him to recognize that perhaps he is home.

    AKA yes this is basically just midsommar.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Whenever Tim had to go to a Gala he was like a different person. He knew this of course but apparently the rest of his family didn't

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Ilya… do you think we're codependent?" Shane asked, while lying on Ilya's chest.

    "кролик, what makes you think that?" Ilya then was reminded of Bood trying to say Shane was being controlling. "Was it Bood? Because if it was I will talk sense into him."

    "It's not just that… it's also how we can never be apart, and how we only ever leave the house for necessities, to be with my parents, or practice." Shane muttered, still loud enough for Ilya to hear.

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    Shane and Ilya are codependent, they get confronted about it, many times. They don't care. They fuck about it.

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 87

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    Shane and JJ devise a plan to leave Montreal and head to a West Coast team. Somehow Ilya ends up along for the ride.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    A casual comment made by Shane in the heat of the moment ends up online and the Internet does what it does best leading to sweeping changes at the Metros.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Jason Grace is reborn as Jacaerys Velaryon, future King of the Seven Kingdoms. He would have noped out of his new life and into his next one, if it weren't for the fact that his brothers- Lucerys and Joffrey- are also in the same predicament as him.

    Jace is now too busy trying to pull his brothers out of trouble, especially when they constantly threaten their enemies with drowning and the Underworld. And had the power to back it up.

    The Seven of the Prophecy (plus Nico) are reborn into the House of the Dragon.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “Is Rozanov our Captain-in-law now?” a bright-eyed rookie asked, raised hand and all.

    “I don’t know.” Shane said helplessly.

    “Ha! Can I call him that just to see his face?” Drapeau said, an evil grin on his face.

    “Be my guest?” Shane said, looking at the ceiling. What even is happening now. “Do you have any questions for me that doesn’t involve chirping at him?”

    “Yeah, can I drive his Veneno?”

    Everyone turned to Comeau.

    “What? Figured since he’s dating our Captain we have to get some perks. I wanna drive his Lamborghini Veneno, it’s one of nine ever made. I call dibs!”

    The room exploded with eager voices.

    The Montreal Voyageurs share one brain cell, and Shane has permanent custody of it. Fortunately for him, that means they can’t be homophobic if they’re too himbo to understand hate.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    They may not have any idea how to do it, but there’s no way in hell the Montreal Metros are going to risk losing their Captain to a more accepting team. Full of determination, grit, open hearts, and absolutely no savvy, this team is going to learn how to be allies, come hell or high water.


    Hayden: did anyone do the optional inclusivity training last season?
    J.J. Boizeau: no
    Lawrence Olsson: no
    Gilbert Comeau: no
    Petro Andropov: no
    Matty Wilson: no
    Cam Stedlund: no
    Albert Schneider: no
    Aleks Miitka: no
    Georges Gagnon: no
    Patrice Drapeau: no
    Hayden: excellent, we’re nailing this so far

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Omegas are known to be the scariest fuckers in hockey. Shane Hollander tries to prove they don't have to be. Then he meets Ilya Rozanov. There be dragons.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    What did he think was going to happen?

    Of course Ilya wasn't going to choose him.

    And now, he stood in their kitchen like a stranger, having to pretend be okay with the fact that Ilya went out and hooked up with Svetlana on a night meant to celebrate hockey's greatest. A party he wasn't even invited to as a captain himself.

    What a fucking joke.

    He spent the entire day coming up with meticulous loopholes and justifications for something that was actually quite simple—nobody remembered. Shane was wholeheartedly forgotten and he was too proud, or maybe dense, to figure it out himself.

    Or, the one where Ilya forgets Shane’s birthday. Coping ensues.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Dennis and Robby have been mated and settled for over three years now. They have a home, a cat, and a good life together, even with its imperfections and fertility issues. So, what's going on with his sudden nausea, and why is everyone acting so weird around him?

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    Or Dennis has unexpected news and struggles to adjust to what he's believed all his life would be impossible.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ch.18

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    Victims of Shane Hollander’s ‘tism rizz (support group for queer hockey players)

    Ilya Rozanov was added to the chat

    OR: After coming out to none other than Troy Barrett, Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander's recent fiancé, is added to a group chat full of queer hockey players on the current league. The twist? Almost every single one of them had some interaction with Hollander that made them, at the very least, question things. It goes as well as expected.

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    16 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane never thought it would come to this.

    What once was a warm, fuzzy feeling of love in his chest, now was a mellowed, sharp frost encompassing his heart. He didn’t mean for it to go this far, to get this bad, but some things are destined to happen and some things are inescapable.

    His leg was shaking, a rhythmic thump thump thump where his feet met the hard wood floor. His hands lay clammy, buzzing against the sheet of paper on top of the cluttered oak desk.

    He really needs to clean this mess of tissues, pictures and stationary. He needs to bin the tissues and pack away the pictures and stationary into boxes where they will join the lines of cardboard in the moving van outside. But right now, all Shane can do is stare at the words “DIVORCE AGREEMENT” written in a harsh, bold, bland font. He never thought he would have such a document in his hands.

     

    Or, after months of quietly falling apart, Shane and Ilya have separated and are heading for divorce, trying to keep it hidden from their teammates at Wyatt’s wedding, the looming legal deadlines force them to confront their mistakes and issues. Is it too late, or can they find their way back to each other?

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    16 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 36

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    inspired by this post on tumblr
    “I love the everyone wants to fuck Shane Hollander agenda so picture like, Ilya at a team member's bachelor party and the whole Raiders team is there and everyone is drunk and they're playing games and just yelling out answers at the same time to questions like what's your favourite position and age you lost your virginity and giving each other shit for the answers but then there's what player you would go gay for and suddenly the whole team yells Shane Hollander at once to stunned silence afterwards and Ilya has the worst fucking night of his life”
    by laviejaguardia

    update: THIS WORK WAS ORIGINALLY INTENDED TO BE A SINGLE CHAPTER, AND CAN BE READ AS COMPLETED, HOWEVER I MIGHT ADD A SECOND CHAPTER WITH BOSTON’S REACTION TO HOLLANOV COMING OUT
    update 2: second chapter is now finished!! i just need to work on the formatting because it looks a mess rn 😭
    hopefully the second chapter will be out on the 20/6/2026 GMT

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    16 Jun 2026

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    I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”

    “Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.

    He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still. 

    Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.

    shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Ch.3

  17. Public Bookmark 6

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    After tim saves bruce, he cannot move on from his time in the league, and neither did Ra's

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    16 Jun 2026

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    you know what? tim's not at all affected by being rejected by his bio-dad bruce wayne, you know why? because he's young, rich, hot, totally well-adjusted, popular, not at all a mess and honestly? that's all that matters!

    he's not petty enough to let his daddy issues descend into cold calculated revenge because he doesn't need bruce or batman or whatever he's calling himself these days. he doesn't need him. really. because he's perfect just the way he is. he doesn't want his attention or love either. duh.

    and if, let's say, he ever tried to enact said revenge plan (as a joke, obviously. he would NEVER--) he's not worried (because that would be crazy) because his mom would never let him get thrown into arkham! which, at the end of the day; that's all that matters over standard parental affection. promise.


    or; Bruce is Tim's bio-dad and Tim makes it everyone else's problem

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “I get your point, Tim,” said Mr. Wayne, thinly veiled irritation lurking under his voice. “Point taken. Received loud and clear. Now could you please stop calling me that?”

    Tim stared at him in utter shock. Now he was almost certain he was drunk, or maybe drugged.

    “Calling you what?”

    ***

    Tim Drake eventually goes back to calling Bruce Wayne “Mr. Wayne.” It doesn’t go over well.

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    16 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    Louis finds himself human again, and declines the offer of a second chance at immortality. Armand Daniel and Lestat consider this a sort of slow suicide attempt, and obvious evidence of insanity. Louis on the other hand is too busy trying to figure out how not to die to think that hard about killing himself. Human food was so much easier when it was only a weekly self punishment ritual and not also daily necessity.

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    15 Jun 2026

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