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He fumbles for his phone, flicking open the app that records the date he got clean and how much time has passed. “Uh– Hi. I’m Buck, and I’m an addict. I’m five and a half months clean.”
Almost creepily in sync, the room responds, “Hi, Buck.”
Or: One of Buck's NA meetings.
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07 Jun 2026
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"Any reason why you're sitting pretty on my lap today?"
Buck shrugs. It's not something he consciously thinks about. Sometimes he just wakes up and craves it, longing for the way it makes him feel to be wrapped like a present, pretty and finished with a bow. At times, he just needs the softness. "It's not a crime," he says instead, because he likes to tease Eddie.
Eddie takes the bait, shifting slightly underneath Buck, enough that Buck can feel how much this affects him. "Sitting on my lap, or looking pretty?"
"Both."
Eddie snorts. "I don't know about that. I think it might be entrapment."
Eddie's hands slide up Buck's thighs, settling just under his skirt. His fingers dig into the flesh, rubbing slightly. The drag of his nails against him, blunt yet just enough to pique flames in his muscle, makes Buck groan. "Is it working?" he asks, his own hands tightening around the back of Eddie's neck. "Do you feel entrapped?"
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07 Jun 2026
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“Okay, Buckley, you’re laughing a little too hard at that,” Eddie says, sounding offended. “You don’t think I’d be a good boyfriend?”
“I didn’t say -” Buck tries to defend himself, but Eddie barrels right through it.
“You saying I wouldn’t treat you right?” Eddie stands and puts his hands on his hips, because apparently it’s that serious. “Let me tell you something, Buck, I’d blow your mind.”
When Buck jokingly says he wouldn't date Eddie, Eddie sets out to prove he'd be an amazing boyfriend. Platonically, of course, because they're just best friends. And nothing more.
or, Buck and Eddie are both deeply in love and deeply stupid
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07 Jun 2026
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Eddie’s phone starts blowing up while he’s still in the middle of calculating the tip. By the time he’s signing on the line, he’s afraid it’s going to vibrate off the bar. He taps the screen and the latest preview, a text from Buck, just reads, *BOOT. Doesn’t bode well.
aka Eddie POV tire change scene
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- Part 4 of 911 8b extras
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07 Jun 2026
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Or: 5 Times Eddie does something illegal to make Buck smile, and one time Buck joins him in an illegal activity
“Buck,” Eddie interrupts, placing his hand at the base of Buck’s neck, thumb digging gently into the hollow of his collarbone. “Where’s your spare?”
“My spare?” Buck asks dumbly, not quite getting the point of the question.
“Grab me your spare; I’ll just change the tire,” Eddie shrugs, then peels off his button-down, leaving him in a white wife beater. He moves with such ease, leaning down to inspect the booted tired, not a trace of worry on his face. On autopilot, Buck grabs the spare tire and his toolbox from the back of the car, stumbling a little as his eyes catch on the lines of Eddie’s biceps in the street lamp’s glow.
“Eddie, if we don’t leave in like ten minutes, we’re not going to make it,” Buck sighs, looking down at his friend crouched on the sidewalk.
Eddie stands up, stepping unbearably close to Buck, breath warm on Buck’s cheek. He reaches out and wraps his hand around the toolbox handle, their skin burning where their hands meet. “Good thing I only need five, Buckley,” Eddie smirks, giving Buck a wink as he pulls the toolbox from Bucks's suddenly loose grasp.
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07 Jun 2026
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"We both run out to the parking lot and there's a BOOT on my tire. So, so obviously at this point we aren't gonna make the game. And Eddie goes, 'Where is your spare?' and I kid you not, five minutes later, the spare is on and we are driving down the road and the old tire is sitting on the side of the curb, boot still on." - Evan Buck Buckley who is down bad for his best friend and is too stupid to see it.
Eddie and Buck commit a crime and find themselves in some hot water, but not before making a few interesting choices along the way ;)
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07 Jun 2026
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And it doesn’t feel like he’s lost Buck to Tommy. It’s just. It’s different.
Because sometimes Buck will show up at Eddie’s house still adjusting his belt, a little messy-haired and swollen-lipped, and Eddie will give him a questioning look before Buck shrugs and explains like it’s the most simple thing in the world, “Tommy dropped me off.”
Because occasionally Buck will say stuff like “Did you know Tommy can pick me up during sex? Like fully just hoist me up by my thighs and fuck me against the wall. He’s so fucking strong.”
Because it’s one thing to know your best friend is having sex. And it’s another thing to know exactly when and how your best friend gets fucked.
OR; buck dishes to eddie about his sex life which is torture for eddie's gay little brain. and eddie just has to act how best friends like them always do, because that's all that's allowed, right?
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07 Jun 2026
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Eddie can feel the goosebumps puckering across Buck’s skin. He’s torn between chasing that feeling, letting the goosebumps spread all over Buck's pale body—or rubbing his fingers over each individual hump and smoothing them out completely.
Eddie gives Buck a massage to help with the pain in his leg after he’s injured on a call. Things…escalate and they get their happy ending after all.
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06 Jun 2026
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"Are you married?”
Christopher coughed so hard he nearly dropped his phone.
Buck choked on nothing.
Eddie said, “No.”
Theo turned to Buck. “Why?”
Buck’s mouth opened.
Eddie got there first. “Because you have to ask someone before you marry them.”
Theo considered this.
Then he looked at Buck. “Did you ask?”
“No,” Buck said quickly.
Theo looked at Eddie. “Did you ask?”
“No.”
“Why?”
Christopher whispered, “Great question.”
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06 Jun 2026
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“Mr. Buckley, the Los Angeles County District Attorney’s Office is currently conducting an investigation into allegations of sexual misconduct involving Dr. Jennifer Wells, a Fire Psychologist hired by the LAFD. We believe you may be able to act as a key witness, and we have a few questions for you.”
Buck doesn't do therapy in person. Buck doesn't talk about his 1.0 days. Buck doesn't talk about his past sex addiction. What happened was consensual, and his fault, and the team clearly agreed, because they had joked about it. It's fine. It doesn't bother him anymore.
The Los Angeles courts don't quite agree. When probationary firefighter Victor Santana of Station 153 presses charges against Dr. Wells, the team come to realize just how deeply she hurt Buck - and how much Buck hasn't been dealing with it.
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06 Jun 2026
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“Are you doing alright?” Eddie asks him with a slight frown and Buck swallows, going back to tying his shoes so he doesn’t have to look at Eddie.
“Of course,” he says simply. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
“I don’t know,” Eddie replies and Buck can feel his eyes on him. “You’ve been quiet lately.”
Buck freezes in his movements for a fraction of a second. He thought that apart from the whole dinner at Bobby’s fiasco he’s been doing a pretty good job at acting like his normal self in front of everyone.
And how has Eddie of all people noticed that something is up with him? It’s not like he pays him any attention anymore.
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06 Jun 2026
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“I’d still take you.”
It was a threat that had Eddie’s stomach bubbling in anticipation, his heart rapidly beating against his chest as Buck took a few steps forward. Before Eddie could stop himself, he said the first thing that came to mind.
“Then take me.”
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05 Jun 2026
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"You wanna go for the title?"
Eddie sets his beer down in the sink with a quiet clink, his gaze fixed on Buck like he’s made a decision and there’s no going back. His movements are deliberate, slow, almost predatory as he closes the distance between them. The air shifts.
or the one where they go for the title
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05 Jun 2026
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“Eddie,” Buck tries. “You could, uh… I get why you asked for two rooms, but maybe we should…” The bed is small. They’d be touching all night, and that would be bad, given what happened last night—it would be terrible; Buck definitely doesn’t want it.
He doesn’t want Eddie pressed against his chest, doesn’t want his soft, steady breath at his ear. He doesn’t want it so bad that he says, “Splitting up gets people killed in horror movies.”
Eddie’s answering smile is surprisingly soft. “We’re not in a horror movie, Buck.”
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They're in a horror movie. 9x13 alternate version.
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05 Jun 2026
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Summer 2006: fifteen year old Edmundo Diaz marries his best friend in El Paso, Texas. It's not that serious, really. They'll probably never meet again.
Summer 2018: Twenty-seven year old Eddie Diaz meets one of the new recruits at the fire academy. He kind of looks exactly like his husband but it can't be. Right?
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05 Jun 2026
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“It was almost you,” He finds himself saying, eyes still closed, mind caught on a frozen image. A still frame of Eddie’s eyes on him, a line of blood running between his eyes.
He hears Eddie’s surprised inhale and turns his head lazily, blinking at him. Watching the weight of the words sink into him.
Eddie frowns, shuffling to turn towards him fully. “What?”
The corners of Buck’s mouth rise, wry and bittersweet and trembling. “You were standing next to him,” he offers, voice cracking. “It was almost you.” He pauses, turns his gaze back to the ceiling and exhales slowly. “Again.”
Eddie goes still, body tensed and frozen, and Buck closes his eyes again.
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Or, the call with the space debris triggers the memory of Eddie getting shot.
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05 Jun 2026
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all you can take with you (is that which you've given away) by Elgney
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12 Feb 2025
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Buck knew the universe wasn’t really a huge fan of him. But this? This was a new low.
The last two weeks of working with Eddie Diaz had been a special type of hell. Of course, while he’d been out of work nearly dying several times, Bobby had managed to replace him with the hottest, most competent probie that ever graduated the Academy. And of course, he hated Buck.
Which was good, because Buck hated him right back.
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In a world where everyone's timing is just a little off, Buck and Eddie take a few more missteps on the way to finding each other.
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04 Jun 2026
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the autumn chill that wakes me up, you loved the amber skies so much by opiumashes
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18 Apr 2025
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“I heard Maddie won’t be walking you down the aisle.” At those words, Buck’s face shifts. The flicker of a smile fades, replaced by something smaller—something quieter. He glances down, avoiding Bobby’s eyes in the mirror.
“Yeah,” he says softly. “She’s officiating, so… I guess I’ll just walk myself down the aisle.” He shrugs, trying to play it off like it doesn’t matter, but Bobby sees the way his jaw clenches, the way his shoulders tense again like they’ve been carrying that thought all morning.
Bobby’s hands still on the tie. He doesn’t speak right away.
“Or—” he says eventually, voice gentle, “I could do it.”
Or it’s Buck and Eddie’s wedding day and Bobby is their gentle pillar
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04 Jun 2026
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L.A. is expensive and Eddie Diaz, not quite a fully fledged firefighter yet, needs a way to pay his bills. It's unconventional but hey, it's just a job right?
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03 Jun 2026