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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Higuruma did his best to be subtle about his staring, but he did enjoy tracing the odd lines and whorls of discolored scars on Nanami’s face and neck with his eyes. The most he knew was that Nanami was in an explosion of some kind. He was not a soldier, firefighter, or convicted arsonist (he’d Googled). And that whoever had done his reconstructive surgeries had either loved their job or loved the man himself with how carefully they’d put him back together.

    Higuruma really wanted to know what those scars felt like, oddly enough—purely out of his own sick curiosity, of course, but he would never ask. His favorite flaw he could find was how the corner of his mouth on the left side was twisted into a permanent ghost of a smile, which hardly suited the finance professor and entertained Higuruma to no end.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    29 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    “John?” he says, mild — the calm before the storm — and John blinks.
     
    “Yeah?”

    “What are you still doing here?”

    “Wanted to make sure you were all right.”

    Chas snorts, and ducks his head. “Yeah, John,” he says, only a little sarcastic. “I’m all right.

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    05 Jul 2025

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    He broke Buck’s heart.

    He knows it. Knows it like he knows the weight of his own turnout gear, like he knows the precise way to steady himself when the ground gives way beneath him. It’s a fact, a simple and devastating truth that follows him everywhere, no matter how much distance he puts between them.

    What happened in that bathroom, Buck pushing him against the door, kissing him like it was the only way to make sure it had been real, that wasn’t some desperate attempt to get Eddie to come back. It wasn’t even about convincing Eddie to be with him, not really. It was Buck needing to know, to feel it, to confirm that Eddie had been there, that Eddie had wanted it, that it hadn’t all been some fever dream conjured up by his hopelessly romantic, self destructive heart.

    And, maybe, just a little, it was about hurting Eddie because Eddie hurt him first. Which, God, isn’t that just heartbreaking?

    Or; Eddie and Buck have sex the night before he moves back to El Paso for good.

    Each chapter follows a year in Eddie’s life as he makes his way back to Buck.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    31 May 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    “It’s Eddie,” came the low correction from the window, not even turning his head.

    Buck’s brows shot up. “Twice in one day? If ye’re not careful, Eddie, folk’ll start thinkin’ we’re friends.”

    Eddie finally looked back, expression unreadable but his voice dry. “Not if you keep talking.”

    Buck tapped a finger to his temple, then turned back to Harry. “Here’s another one for ye. What if Ashcombe didn’t just sow wild oats? What if he’s buildin’ an army? A secret army o’ bastard revolutionaries trained from birth to bring down the Empire with coded lullabies and sugarcane machetes?”

    Eddie blinked slowly. “You need sleep.”

    “I need vindication,” Buck said solemnly. “And a scone. Possibly both.”

    Bobby rolled his eyes and muttered to himself, “I should’ve let Chimney take this case.”

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    26 May 2025

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    “Maybe we should bring them to the firehouse,” Buck jokes. “Like mascots.”
    “I, uh, I don’t know if I’m ready for that just yet,” Eddie blushes.
    “Oh, yeah,” he nods, going along with the bit. “You want to like… give them time to settle in?”
    “More so I don’t really want to come out to all of A Shift with a gay Build-A-Bear,” Eddie clarifies.

     

    Or, Eddie builds a very gay Build-A-Bear. Unless you ask Buck. Then it's just a very rainbow ally bear.

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    20 May 2025

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    In 2037, a single father moves to Los Angeles in look for better job opportunities. Eddie Diaz, army veteran and newly firefighter, went to the 118 because it was the only station that didn't follow the normal 50% of personnel being androids.

    It turns out the only android there ended up meaning to him more than he ever thought he would. BK-400, newest firefighter assistance model, named Buck by his coworkers, seemed to be more than just wires and blue blood.

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    Chapters:
    40/40
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    03 May 2025

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    “You stuck-stuck, or… like, just emotionally stuck?”

    “Physically,” the man calls out, clearly mortified. “Very physically.”

    There’s something about his voice, an edge of familiarity that tickles at his brain and makes Eddie’s brows pull together.

    He knows that voice.

    Before Eddie can place it, Bobby steps forward, flipping on the overhead lights. “Alright,” he says calmly, surveying the room. “Let’s get to work.”

    And that’s when it hits Eddie.

    The glow of the lights reveals the man in full clarity, tousled curls, expressive face, wide blue eyes full of embarrassment, and Eddie’s stomach drops clean out of his body.

    “Buck?” he blurts, eyes going comically wide.

    Because it’s him.

    Christopher’s favourite YouTuber, the one with the DIY science experiments, survival tips for kids, fifteen minute long videos about how cool octopuses are.

    And now he is tied to a hotel bed in nothing but tight boxer briefs, his cheeks flushed a deep red, that is slowly creeping down his chest which is rising and falling fast in quiet horror.

    Oh. My. God.

    Or; Buck’s a YouTuber and the 118 save him from an embarrassing situation, and him and Eddie hit it off.

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    29 Apr 2025

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    The problem was, Buck didn’t have a middle gear, truly. He was either all in or all out. And right now, he was spiralling quietly, performing instead of being, afraid that one more slip would confirm what Bobby (and everyone else) seemed to believe – that Buck was too impulsive, too much, too wrong for this place.

    So he shut up. Did his job. Laughed when the others laughed. Kept his head down.

    And it worked. Kind of.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    28 Apr 2025

  11. This has been deleted, sorry!

    26 Apr 2025

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    Ian Gallagher is just another drone in a call center full of them, with nothing to his name but a slow computer that hates his guts, a head full of voices that may or may not be real, and an unshakable reputation as a headcase. Funny how Mickey Milkovich, the grumpy guy from IT, doesn't seem to care about any of that.

    An (a)typical office romance with a bit of a twist.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    22 Apr 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    Marshall High School was a small school. But there was one warning repeated to every newcomer, one caution that everybody knew.

    Watch out for the Barnes Brothers.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    139
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    765

    13 Mar 2025

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