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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    When he looked in the mirror, all he could see was his father. The way his hair is thinning. The way his wrinkles are showing. The way his eyes are drooping.

    He wishes he remembers what his mother looked like.

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    5 times Ilya feels like he's not a good father +1 time he realises he's enough.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Someone posts a photo of Shane looking very in love with Ilya after the first term of the Irina Foundation's hockey camp.

    Ilya’s grinning, his head bowed towards Shane’s, his hand gripping the back of Shane’s neck. They’re in their kit on the ice.

    Ilya's a little blurry, in motion, but Shane's not. It’s Shane’s face. It’s what his face is doing, it has to be. He’s ducked his head, but it’s still visible. He’s looking at Ilya. Shane’s never seen that look on his own face. He didn’t know it could do that. It’s soft and hungry. His eyes are hot. He’s melting under Ilya’s hand. It’s a smoking fucking gun. There’s a fragment of his love on his face, on Twitter.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane,” Ilya groans as soon as the line connects. “I feel terrible.

    “Ilya,” Shane exasperates. “You worded that text message in the worst way possible. You gave me a heart attack. I’m almost glad you’re sick and not bailing for another reason.”

    I wouldn’t. I really wanted to come to your very expensive cottage on lake, but headache is too much and flying is probably no good for it,” Ilya says, and Shane can hear the sickness in his voice.

    “How long have you felt sick?”

    I don’t know, got bad maybe two days ago?

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    Ilya cancels his trip to the cottage.
    Shane flies to Boston instead.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    After six years of marriage, Shane and Ilya enter the next chapter of their life together... parenthood.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have done everything right, with years of waiting, planning, and hoping. After too many almosts and not-quites, they go to one more adoption event with no expectations.

    But one quiet conversation—and one perfect baby—turn “maybe” into something a lot more dangerous: hope.

    And hope, it turns out, has a way of asking for more than they expected.

    (AKA: hurt/comfort, so much yearning, accidental family, angst with a payoff, and yes—a hard-won happy ending)

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    02 Jun 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya noticed.

    Maybe this is what it feels like to be a first-time parent who has mastered the ability to be perceptive. Newborns and their millions of milestones, but this one lingered on him. Ilya notices time to time; he worries, but he doesn't panic. All he needs is his husband and to talk to him. He can't help it; he keeps wondering, but his baby restrains as if it's a normal thing.

    5 times Ilya wondered why his baby girl loves to hide her face by covering it or pressing it against something + 1 time he talks to Shane about his observation.

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    31 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up to a best friend, a team, a family, a puppy, and best of all, a husband that loves him. The only problem? He doesn't remember any of it.

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    An amnesia fic that sees Ilya wake to a life that he loves, one that he fought for even if he can't remember what that fight looked like. With the hesitant help of Troy Barrett, he'll do everything he can to keep it.

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    30 May 2026

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    An unexpected snowstorm forces Shane and Ilya to spend the night at Shane’s parents’ house.

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    27 May 2026

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    Shane was hurt and Ilya couldn’t be there with him. No one knew that he cared, that his boyfriend was in the hospital, not even Shane’s parents.

    OR: Yuna Hollander just wanted to grab some of Shane’s things from his apartment during his hospital stay. She didn't suspect she'd stumble across a home invasion, and that the perpetrator would be Ilya Rozanov.

    (Shane’s okay!)

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    27 May 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 71

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    After a drunk driver retires Ilya's hockey career, he turns his focus to the Irina Foundation where he meets a kid with a natural talent for hockey.

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    25 May 2026

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    The footage is shaky; the paparazzo must have been hiding behind a pole in the parking garage, ducking and swerving to stay out of sight. The video zooms in on a car window. Two people inside. They sit stock still, frozen for a moment. Then the driver leans over and punches the passenger on the side of his face, the camera tracking the way the passenger’s head whips to the side and smashes into the window, blood spraying from his mouth to coat the tempered glass. Another punch lands. More blood.

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    A video leaks of Ilya’s father’s reaction to his loss in the Olympics.

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    25 May 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 85

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    They’d already been warned in advance that the process would be long.

    Even beyond the almost year-long road to getting approved, there was no guarantee that they’d have the opportunity to foster any time soon, let alone find a child who they’d bond with enough to comfortably start the adoption process.

    So when Shane feels his phone vibrating underneath him as he and Ilya sit curled up in the corner of the couch on a Saturday night barely a fortnight after their official paperwork had come through, he doesn’t think much of it at first.

    Not until he pulls the device from his pocket and sees their case worker’s name shining up at him, sitting up immediately, back straight and breaths picking up as Ilya lets out a small indignant whine.

    “Holy shit.”

    ----- or -----

    After applying to be foster parents, Shane and Ilya are called to take an emergency placement on a short term-basis in order to keep two twin siblings together. However, what starts out as a temporary situation soon becomes a much larger fight when bonding with the kids uncovers a tragic secret hidden between them for years.

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    25 May 2026

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    25 May 2026

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    @HarveySmth76: 
    So, Dallas Kent's teammate just tweeted this: 

    Rozanov isn’t any better, though. Like we all know it. Dude's banged like a thousand women. Bet if even just a few of them talked, you'd all be shutting up about Kent pretty quick. 

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    Dallas Kent’s teammate makes a bigoted assumption. A very loud, very incorrect assumption. Twitter eats him alive.

    Because, yes, Rozanov has slept with a lot of women and they have a lot to say. About consent and check-ins and that accent.

    #OkIWillTalk is trending, as is #SexGodOfTwitter. Toronto Survivor's Legal Fund is finally gaining some traction. And Ilya is definitely going to punch Kent. Again.

    Told through twitter snapshots and extracts from the Ottawa Centaurs Group Chat. 

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    25 May 2026

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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    25 May 2026

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    Sometimes, late at night, he catches himself sitting still on the couch. Hours pass without him noticing.

    He thinks about his mother then. Not about the way she died, but the way she lived on her worst days. The way she would sit for hours, staring at nothing. The way he would sit in the corner of her room, quiet, and afraid to leave her alone.

    He shakes himself out of it. He’s embarrassed by the comparison. He’s not like that. He’s functioning. He’s successful. And most importantly, he’s loved.

    He’s fine.

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    24 May 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane flees to the cottage four hours before his marriage to his biggest hater, Ilya Rozanov. He doesn’t expect to find Ilya, who thought of jilting him first, at his destination.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    60,778

    21 May 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 81

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    Shane and Ilya foster their first child, a 10 year old boy named Oliver.

    Or: meet Oliver Hollander-Rozanov

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    Comments:
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    20 May 2026

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    Ilya shows up at Shane’s Montreal apartment for one of their regularly scheduled hookups.

    He intercepts a home intruder hurting Shane.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    20 May 2026

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