Queenxx
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Matt hadn’t felt like this in a long time. This emptiness and sadness had slowly been consuming him, and he didn’t know how to make it stop or if he even could.
(This takes place after 9x09, where Matt has hit his head after trying to stop the driver.) -
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A house fire leads to Sylvie and Matt taking an unexpected step in their relationship.
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get the hell out of dodge by trips_around_the_sun
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022)
04 Mar 2023
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The adrenaline of the summer is over, and Conrad is starting his first year of college. With his parents getting a divorce, his mother going through experimental cancer treatment, his brother beginning a downward spiral, and his relationship with Belly suddenly changed, there's only so much Conrad can take before he breaks. He's just trying to hold on for as long as possible, relying on Cleveland's advice to get him through. If he had it his way, he'd bury all his feelings and never bring them up again, unwilling to burden anyone else, but college (and a few new friends) have other ideas.
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03 Jun 2026
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"Clearly, even when Conrad was at his worst, he would always be more loved than Jeremiah at his best."
Jeremiah Fisher has always lived in the shadow of his older brother. That kind of resentment sickens you from cradle to grave, and there's not much you can do to stop the clock from booming out the tune that time has tweaked in its favour. And yet, time, as we know it, can be reversed.
But it doesn't always fix anything. In fact, it has the potential to ruin everything.
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- Part 2 of time after time
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01 Jun 2026
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your roots in my dreamland by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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“You know, I could marry Svetlana,” Ilya said, apropos of nothing.
Shane looked up from his phone, frowning.
“To get an American passport,” Ilya went on, casual as anything, like they were talking about travel plans or a trade rumor. Not Shane’s worst nightmare. “It would be like a business agreement. She would do it.”
“Okay,” Shane said slowly, already hearing the faint crack in his voice. “Sure. A business agreement. But…It’s not like you could just fake it. You’d have to live with her. She would get to come home to you.”
“Yes, but it would be like roommates,” Ilya said. “We could still be this-” he gestured loosely between them, like that explained everything. “She wouldn’t mind.”
“She’d be your wife, Ilya.”
The word was like a lash, even to his own ears.
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What if the "I could marry Svetlana" scene and Ilya being LOST in the sauce sex scene had a baby? And that baby was angst + comfort + shower sex?
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- Part 4 of hollanov one-shots & shorties
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24 May 2026
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July 4th, 2021 4:43pm by casdoms (moffwithhishead)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Apr 2026
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"...You called me an idiot, and an asshole, and it felt like being claimed every time. Like I was always supposed to be your asshole.”
Shane lets out a surprised laugh, and it’s obvious that he’s fully crying now.
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- Part 18 of heated rivalry but shane is more audhd
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23 May 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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