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I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
It’s like a mantra in his head that he can’t stop. That’s the noise that the fighting in the knot in his head makes. It won’t stop. It just gets louder and louder and louder and lou-
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Jisung realizes he hates himself sometimes. Most times. All the time?
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- Part 6 of Things I can't say out loud
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He wants to break the skin and watch himself bleed. He wants to pull his ribs apart until they crack and fall away. He wants to rip out his heart so he doesn't feel it anymore.
He wants to peel all the skin from his bones and die a long, painful death.
He won’t feel this way in the morning.
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Changbin is okay. Sometimes.
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- Part 5 of Things I can't say out loud
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Chan had many admirers in life, but no one ever really caught his eye. Even in death, even as Death, no one seemed to be able to capture his heart. Not until he saw that boy with the bright smile and warm brown eyes. So soft. So full of life.
And yet, it was his time to die. But now, for the first time in all his years as Death, Chan can’t bring himself to collect a soul.
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Chan is Death, Jisung is the purest definition of life. Jisung lights up Chan’s death, and Chan falls for someone he was never meant to.
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Is this even a home anymore? A family?
It doesn’t feel that way to Yongbok.
She can’t stand to call this house a home. Can hardly bear to see her little family falling apart.
She doesn’t even remember when it all got so bad.
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- Part 4 of Things I can't say out loud
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Jisung speaks up just as Seungmin is leaving the kitchen. “Night, Seungmin.”
Seungmin turns and smiles, speaking warmly. “Goodnight. Get home safely, Jisung-ah.” He turns and disappears through the doorway. Jisung doesn’t look away from the empty space until he hears Seungmin’s door shutting quietly somewhere down the hallway.
Felix looks up at Jisung, holding up the piping bags. “Now, are you gonna help me decorate all these cookies?”
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Jisung is a pabo. Seungmin is a pabo. But at least they're cute pabos.
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Nothing much, just fics that are definitely not heavily based on me. Heh.
These can all be read as standalone (unless otherwise mentioned in the author's note of the fic).
Happy Reading! ❤️- Words:
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“Your dad didn’t mention that this new neighbor looks like he just walked out of a perfume commercial.”
Felix drops his head against the headrest behind him, fingers massaging his wrinkled eyebrows. “Yeah, he failed to mention that part.”
“Okay, good. So it’s not just me who thinks he's, like, stupidly hot.”
“Well no, he’s obviously hot. But he’s definitely more your type than mine.”
Jisung’s head jerks back, looking at the other with confusion. “I don’t have a type.”
“Yeah, okay. And I’m six foot.”
“Hey!-”
or, Jisung's new neighbor flips his entire world upside down
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Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
12 Jun 2026
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A Matter of Time by cherryb_omb
Gotta get back to reading this, but I LOVED what I read up to 🙂↕️
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Seungmin is just really tired. That's okay, because he's been tired before. But also, he's sleeping a lot, and it's not really helping. He also doesn't feel great about the comeback. He also just kind of feels like a bit of a hinderance to everyone, and also like maybe he's sucking at everything just a little bit. Oh, and when was the last time he felt really happy, or excited for a performance? So maybe he's a bit off, but everyone gets into a funk sometimes, and it always gets better.
It gets worse.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
11 Jun 2026
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And Everything Slips Away by pdogway
AHHHHHHHHHHH YESSSSSS. Perfect. 10/10. Just what I love to read.
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He can’t think. He can only think about how bad his throat hurt; it was so dry and painful and he couldn’t breathe or swallow without the pain flaring. He could think about the puddle of blood. The one he couldn’t detach his mouth from.
He could hear a subtle thumping from the hallway. A knock at the door.
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Well, this was certainly a problem, Seungmin thought as he looked around at the details of the dead body on the floor.
(aka: kim seungmin struggles to hide his newfound vampirehood from his seven nosy roommates)
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What do you get when you put Jisung, a stale hoodie, and the remnants of a fuckass fever in a recording booth with the university's star baseball player Kim Seungmin?
In a shocking twist of events: a boyfriend apparently.
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Jeongin blushes, remembering in that moment how close he is to the other. Jeongin is practically pinned down to the bed, his other self looming over him. It… doesn’t feel as weird as Jeongin thinks it should. He’s never seen himself in the flesh and it’s so strange and different.
Jeongin’s eyes trace over the strong jawline and dark eyes, his other is wearing makeup he realizes dizzily, sharpening his eyes like a fox and making his expression almost predatory. It sends a shiver down Jeongin’s spine that does not go unnoticed. The other Jeongin smiles slyly, “You’re hot.”
Jeongin gulps.
Bookmarked by Pochaccomongmong
24 May 2026
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i'm so hot (i'd fuck myself) by bbybngchn
No words. Heh. 😵💫

