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F.E.A.R (Forget Everything And Remember/For Everything A Reason) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
14 Apr 2026
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The close observation of the food packets ceased as Mark realised something. As his eyes passed over the pile of silver, he noted mentally that there weren’t many left. It should have occurred to him that Duh, of course there’s not many left, you’re only here for another week.
But that voice of reasoning was instantly flattened by the instinctual worry created by eighteen months of worrying about fucking starving. It had been wired in Mark’s brain to instantly spiral in anxiety when he saw anything of the likes; not enough food, broken Hab canvas, frozen-over potatoes-
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Mark spirals when he sees the food supply dwindling. Beck and Martinez help him out.
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Benton had left without a word, but when Carter swivelled around, ready to leave himself, he’d spotted the man’s crumpled undershirt, laying in a heap on the bench. It was no conscious decision, really, that pushed him to snag the shirt.
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Carter jerks off to the scent of Benton's stolen shirt.
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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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PaxAm's Whumptober 2024 by PaxAm
Fandom Band of Brothers (TV 2001), Deadpool - All Media Types, Dream SMP, Hannibal (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Pacific (TV), Wolverine (Movies), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
24 May 2025
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Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.
Fandoms:
- X-Men [8]
- Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
- Band of Brothers [2]
- Heartstopper [1]
- Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
- The Outsiders [1]
- Hannibal [1]
- The Pacific [1]
- Dream SMP [1]- Words:
- 22,320
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The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.
I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.
Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.
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Just a few peeks into some FUTCT-era Christmas-ing...buying a tree, flying home, Christmas dinner, and Patrick’s (supposed!) hatred of Christmas Carols.
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- English
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
05 Jun 2026
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Who'd have ever thought Patrick Stump wrote love songs?
Bookmarked by PaxAm
05 Jun 2026
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Pete is a Detective, hyper-aware of all the sick stuff in the world and ready to defend his boyfriend from it. His trusting, adorable boyfriend, Patrick, who teaches Art at the local community college and didn't realize his photos were geotagged or that you shouldn't put your full date of birth on Facebook.
OR--Pete is adorably overprotective, Patrick just wants to show the world the awesomeness of decoupage, Andy just wants to catch bad guys, and something isn't quite what it seems.
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Patrick has his pre-show ritual...and heaven help you if you interrupt it. Pete's feeling antsy and needy and disturbs his groove...and Patrick is NOT happy.
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
04 Jun 2026
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He had wanted the space to find himself desperately, to figure out who he was. For what seemed like the majority of his adult life, he had felt like his name wasn’t just Patrick Stump, it was PatrickStumpandPeteWentz. They were like one person, one organism that made music and played shows and ate cereal and fell in love. But he had needed so badly to know if he could make it on his own, if he could be just Patrick Vaughn Stump, who loved synthesizers and soul music and didn’t hide behind hats and baggy jackets.
And he couldn’t do any of that when they were PatrickStumpAndPeteWentz.
Going back to the box, Patrick pulled the next ornament out and realized he was singing along with Ray Charles. Hanging the pipe-cleaner and popsicle stick sled up that he had made when he was seven, he looked at the picture of the two of them in the snow and sang, voice low and honest…
“All I want for Christmas…is you…”
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
04 Jun 2026