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    How did he let this happen?

    Shane's not sure.

    One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...

    Well.

    Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.

     

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    Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Well. That was just sweet. In this universe the boys are a bit more vulnerable, and a bit more aware of eachother's situations leading to a nice, early, resolution. Illya's family still sucks, depression sucks, Rose is still amazing.

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    “And why is a Russian prince inviting me to his matchmaking party? Do they need gentry chaperones or something?”

    “No, no, and it’s not a party, it’s a whole series of affairs, it’s…Shane, you’re invited as a candidate. A marriage candidate.”

    Shane pulls the phone away to make sure the line’s still connected and he hasn’t accidentally started watching Downton Abbey or something.

    Prince Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov meets Shane Hollander, Duke of Montreal.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    There might be something to these regency themed things. This story was cute, and had it's steamy moments, and it's silly boys being martyrs moments, but overall it was a bunch of mid-20s rich kids having a mixer. I have no clue how the author came up with all the international court politics and lordships, but they did a good job of including canon characters without it getting overwhelming.

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    Shane Hollander has a secret life. No, not the one where he's hiding his trysts with his rival.

    He's a pseudonymous hockey romance author under the alias Jane Dutch.

    And the Metros WAGs have just picked up his first release for their book club...

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Bookmarking as of 9 chapters written.
    This fic is sweet, it really uses the plot device of Shane's writing to help explore the underlying feelings of the guys and instigate improved communication. The misunderstandings of how exactly Jane Dutch is related to the hockey world is a funny ongoing bit. I cannot imagine the level of emotion involved when Shane realises his mother has read his smutty fics; absolutely mortifying.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    For all your wholesome crack needs.

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    It's Shane Hollander's first season in Ottawa, and the whole Centaurs roster is playing better than they ever have. So why won't the press focus on that? Why do he and Ilya keep having to answer questions about their marriage, and not get to talk about the incredible start to the season that their team is having? Maybe if they do one podcast, with hosts who are normal people, they can just tell their whole story and focus on bringing the Stanley Cup to Ottawa.

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    or, Shane and Ilya do a sports podcast run by lesbians for members of the LGBTQ+ community, and the internet reacts.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    I loved this interview/social media fic. The author did a great job of creating an engaging interview while still allowing it to be read in fic format. The questions made sense, the hosts were like real people, and the social media comments were just the right amount of unhinged.

    My personal favourite:

    gay romantic celly ⛑️😘 @helmetsmooch

    “Oh Shane dogwalks Ilya” “Oh Ilya dogwalks Shane” there’s actually one person in charge here and it’s Yuna Hollander